Jay Akerleia

2011-02-22T21:33:00.001+08:00

moving on to greener pasture.
bye blogger.

http://pretty-pazzo.tumblr.com

love,
jun

2011-02-21T22:02:00.004+08:00

i feel so good today cos i managed to finish up all my work!!
teehee ((:
*gelek gelek*
further to that, we also called up macdonalds for lunch! yays! (:
as usual, i had my plain double cheeseburger meal.
had time to clear up my stuffs, so i really feel at ease now.
i think tomorrow will be a pretty much stressful day cos i have to distribute the meeting mins
to everyone.
2 more months and im done!

weekends were pretty tiring.
i went out with aunt and uncle to woodlands, then we head down to buy
kuih pinang near woodlands checkpoint.
i was pretty exhausted cos i had training in the morning.
i was late again!
anw, there were only 5 of us so Chris was there to teach us some strategy moves.
As usual, we had lunch at NEX.
Supposed to go catch a movie with my colleagues but i guess some of them had smthg on,
so we cancelled the plan.

sunday was rest day.
stayed at home and did my minutes.
did some housework too.
re-arranged the layout of my room.
spent the time to watch "EAT PRAY LOVE".

for me, the movie was something similar like a self-help book.
i wonder alot while watching the movie.
Like it just comes to you, what if that happens to you? what are you going to do?
Are you going to be like her? Will you open up? How do you face the world alone in solitude?
See.. all those questions popping in my brain.
But afterall she's been through, im glad in the end there's someone there for her.

aside to that,
my other half will be away again for another week plus..

im working this weekend.
i cant wait for the week to be over.
pay day will be here soon, in 7 days! ((:

There's some truth in whatever you've said.
can tell me why you chose to stay?

-jun-

2011-02-13T21:35:00.003+08:00

boyfriend has actually left town for taiwan yesterday night.
well, it was pretty sad to see him go but then again yeah...
he has to do what a man gotta do.
yikes!
hopefully 3 weeks will pass by fast and then he'll be back here in no time (:

i took leave last friday to collect my passport so now i can hereby
officially declare that i can go travel around the world! heh.
I'm uber glad that i didnt have to wait so long.

i'm kinda pretty excited to go to work tomorrow!
weird but true!
maybe it's because that i want to clear my workload perhaps?
I believed there's a lot of work tomorrow....
sigh.

I have an important game tomorrow night.
Katana's playing against Many J's.
It will be the deciding match whether we will be in the top 3.
I hope we will do our best for tomorrow' game.
*fingers crossed*

i somehow get fed-up whenever mom calls to check up on me.
like what time i am going to reach home and yadayada.
I know i know it's already late but yeah, i know when it's time to head back...

-this is one of the things that i'll miss *cuddle*

love,

jun

2011-02-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

it's the 3rd day of the ordeal.
(i think it's the 3rd, or mebbe it's 2nd? anw)

im in my utmost state of denial right now.
there are certain things that i dont share and wont share i guess,prolly.
like like nobody should know how im feeling.
so in a way, when you suddenly break down and cry, the crying just keeps on going cos
the "stone" at the back of your throat will just force it's way down and it will keep re-building.
which makes matters even worse.

and i cant believe that you actually have to be the first person ever to witness that.
graah. awful awful.
i think alot of things you said tonight were true.
and i am just running away from them, not accepting the facts, the truth.

everything's in a mess now.
mind's in a whirlwind.
i didnt see any of this coming at all.

2011-01-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

MM’s comment sparked some reactions towards the respective Muslims associations defending themselves towards the comment.

I personally have to both agree and disagree to his comments.
Agreed because I think what he says is the truth.
The society is distinct and there is nothing wrong with that just that
being too distinct isn’t a very good thing.
For me, it’s just equals to you don’t fit in or belong to the community.
With regards to the education gap issue, yes I agree too.
As we improve, they are other people who are improving themselves faster,
ensuring that they are much more efficient and they have the drive to strive.

I also agree that there are different types of Muslims in the world.
There’s something about which preacher’s teachings you follow and
practice and this in turn affects how you carry out your duties as a Muslim.

I disagree when I read that he mentioned the muslims to be less strict & also in a way saying that the Muslims do not integrate with the society. I think that’s not true because we can sit with everyone on one table and eat together with the non-Muslims.
I just don’t see why that is a problem.
It’s just a matter of understanding one another.

I read an excerpt taken from his book on his views regarding the Muslims & non-Muslims in the society, and this was published in the Sunday Times.
Well, I guess I understand his position.

That aside,
It’s beeen a rainy cold week.
Best to snuggle wugggle :)

Katana’s League has been great so far.
We’re playing more as a team although there’s some miscommunication and yadayada.
But, we managed to pull ourselves together and you know, play our best.
I cant wait for the league to end and crash at Jill’s place and have fun with everyone!
Not forgetting, i am so proud of myself to have come this far, playing the game as GA.
Made so much improvements since the moment I joined Katana.
Love my mates, love the team, love my GS-es.
HAHA, muahhhs

Katana’s done.
Now, I miss Lulu & company.
Hope I’ll make time next trng to meet the company.

THERE’S ONLY 3 WORKING DAYS NEXT WEEK.
YAHOOO! THANKS TO CNY.

February’s not gonna be an awesome month, I bet, fo sho.

love,
jun.

2011-01-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

rainy season hasnt done any good to our league.
Games have been postphoned!
i hope the weather will be good tomorrow.
*pray hard*

oh oh Suqi is back!
yays!
i cant wait to meet the rest tomorrow.

work hasnt been a good company either.
I had alot to do today and with little or perhaps no help, had to do it myself.
After endless hours staring at the monitor, i think my brain decided to give up and prompt for a short break.
that was when i had this headache going on and couldnt do much.
i left late for work too, had to settle the greeting cards as well.

Meeting Lulu & company was like the best day ever for that whole week.
Although we didnt catch up much, but yeah we talked bout the usual stuffs.
I love to hear our daily rants and so random topics :)
& i do hope they still continue to play hard and enjoy the game.

With that aside, somehow our random topics became smthg that you will tend to wonder
or recall. which explains why i will ask my other half questions what he deemed as "merepek".

talking bout other half, he's not here!
boyfriend's away for a whole week for jungle warfare. sigh.
hope he's doing okay with the wet season and yada yada.
i cringed in my seat whenever i overheard him talking bout NS stuffs with his mates.
esp when he's going away next month.
triple sian.
gaaaahhh.

someone gotta take me for a ride.

-jun-

2011-01-02T14:41:00.003+08:00

new year-2011.
nothing to countdown too.
just another year has passed.
so, what awaits you now?

it wasnt that miserable to miss new year.
the part that i was miserable was i missed the teevee shows that were aired earlier.
the moment i got up to watch the telly, there was nothing much to watch.

no new year resolutions for me,.
never had any resolutions or whatsoever.
mebbe this year, just had to live day by day.

i hate to go ________.
well, not now prolly, mebbe soon.
i feel like getting my own _____.
sigh.
whatever.
mebbe i should just work on my 6 month holiday plan.
and never come back too.
new place, new world.
bye to the present, hello to the future.
why why why owhy, you had to agree.....
grah.

after all, mebbe you've added more weight onto my shoulders.

-jun-

2010-12-14T21:56:00.003+08:00

ugh.

what a week.

i thot today was friggin wednesday, turned out it's only Tuesday! haha.

there's a lot of work in the office and im pretty much lazy to slog my ass off to complete

every single thing.

havent been catching up things lately.

christmas lunch is coming up and i gotta place my orders like pretty soon.

i have yet to even talk to mom about it,sigh.

fyi, mom's nominated to cook for the christmas lunch.

i still have yet to get the christmas gifts for my friends.

however,i managed to shop for myself last week.

bought a pair of jeans from uniqlo and a top from Mango ((:

with above said, Siti Junaidah is totally drained.

ugh.

please please, someone approve of my holiday plans.

and if all goes well, i think adi's heading up to Bali this week.

oh and tasha rode on a horsey!

aaaaaaiks!

jealous much.

after much said last week about this and that, it sets me thinking like real hard.

although i might be a bitch/ stubborn girl or whatever on the outside, i do have my soft spot.

and whenever things like that happened, i'll feel something warm on the inside.

and it makes you a little sad too, when it touches your soft spot.

sometimes when i think of how egoistic i am or how i pretend to be strong on the outside, it gets really tired too when you dont let people know you on the inside.

but then again, not everyone can get a piece of you.

haha.

mebbe it's time to go by "whatever happens, happens. move on.

something happened today.

somebody just confided in me.

well,im sorry to hear what's troubling that person but it's crazy how the person's enduring and

not wanting to do anything and yadayada.

in fact, mebbe to a certain extent, finding sympathy mebbe? i dont know?

well, i hope He guides you well, human being.

another weird thing happened too.

somebody whom ive never really talked with pops up on my screen.

apparently i thot it would only be hi and bye.

i never really liked the idea of really talking or catching up with this person, pardon me, no offense.

tired jun has nothing more to say.

you all have become non-existent.

-jun-

2010-11-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

imma have a breakdown if ever history repeats itself.....

2010-11-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

i was tumblr hopping earlier in the afternoon and i saw this *points above*
And suddenly, the brain ponders on the subject - "vulnerability"
phewww, reality check sets in.

i think above post is really true.
It's like i totally agree a hundred and one percent,haha.
I used to believe in fairy tales & happily ever after but til date,
i dont think happily ever after exists.
I meant, unless you keep on trying to work things out,
which might be taxing for both/either one of you.
i do have to remind myself, that i will somehow or one way or another succumb to failures/ obstacles that'll come my way.

Training as usual on Saturday.
almost thought it was cancelled and nobody told me,haha,
because i was like the earliest among all and next was Jill.
I enjoyed doing speedy, basic drills.
Honestly, i was laughing while doing em when. i should be panting instead.
HAHAH.

am very much blessed to have met boyfriend since Friday.

love,
junnnn.

2010-11-17T17:32:00.002+08:00

i am madly crazily in love with her 2 new hits from her latest album.
i love her fashion style and her hairstyles.

Salm EidulAdha to everyone.
I was taken aback when Mom actually prepared the Hari Raya dishes for eiduladha.
With that, the kitchen stinks cos she had to prepare the squids like a day earlier and yadayada.
Food is as awesome as ever.
No visiting for this hari raya so i have been home all day.
Grandma and aunt came over yesterday night cos mom had cooked the food for them too.

Astro Ria (mio teevee) has alot of teevee programmes lined up today and I'm kinda sick of it cos dad watches it and not to mention on normal days, there's nothing interesting to watch on that channel.

It already feels like a weekend to me.
sucks to know that tomorrow is only Thurs.
But hey, on the brighter note, only 2 more days before we hit the weekend.

Netball was cancelled on Tuesday due to the bad weather.
So our game was postphoned to next Tues.
so much so for being so happy yesterday cos it marks the end of the season.

it's already mid november and december will greet us soon enough.

i feel a pang of jealousy.

love,
jun

2010-11-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

Bruno Mars....
I love his songs.
I melt whenever he sings and plays the piano.
charming man...
just like Justin Bobby.
haha ((:

training was as per usual.
we celebrated ah hong's birthday at Sakura.
i felt bad cos i couldnt join them for wii!
2 weeks in a row! grrrr.
at night, i went over to ECP for the dept chalet.
even though i was reluctant to go,i gotta admit i didnt miss out the fun.
haha.
i was the only one who didnt stay overnight, the rest did and i only made my way home after midnight.

oh dad got a a new phone, n8...
i like his phone!
haha.
he's still getting used to the new phone.
im gonna hold on a little longer to my phone and hopefully get a new phone
when there's good bargains.

i think my hopes of going for a holiday is crashed into tiny pieces.
well, cos it's definitely the peak period.
and during the chalet, we did discussed for a short getaway during CNY.
haha.
i have plans to go backpacking as well.
well, that gotta start somewhere.

i hope this week is a short week.
work will never end :(

2010-11-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

bahiyyah, if you're reading here,

i honestly do not remember when was the last time we met up.

so that means we need another meet up soon!

Yesterday's impromptu dinner was good.

we went to Secret Recipe to have a good meal!

okay, now i really want more of that banana choc cake
anw, i hate the waitresses there, ewwww.

*show my disgusted face*

Firstly, excuse me you are in the FnB industry, please ensure that your nails are kept short and clean. Even if you wanna have long nails, please keep them clean.

Next, you are not supposed to sorta chase your customers even thou you are preparing for closing. i meant we should be allowed a grace period of time right?

game on Tuesday didnt go that well.
and i hate the way that defender actually defended me.

So i actually played dirty out of frustration.

*nak amik kau!*

to make it worse, i couldnt get a cab after the game.

It took me quite awhile and once i got in, i couldnt feel the air con at all!

Cabby also didnt know the fastest route to my place.

stupid or what.

alot of plans going on this week.

last week was almost close to disastrous.

and i prolly have to like manage my time well enough.

that aside,

I need more money..........

-junnn-

2010-11-05T23:50:00.003+08:00

thanks to deepavali, we have a long weekend ahead of us.

However, if you see it in another point of view, Sat greets us in about 10 mins.

and so we are only left with Sunday before Monday greets us and we start

the same routine all over again.

I am crazily in love with Rihanna's new hit -- What's my name &

Shakira's --Loca (it's effing sexy!)

I'm working tomorrow and Im so not thrilled about it.

Much less about the upcoming plans..

got to cancel my plan with Chai and the rest for tomorrow too.

Oh, Katana still has about 2 more games before the end of YEL.

i think something is amiss...

2010-10-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

i think it's been a rough week.
work has been okay but it still drives me nuts at times.
And unfortunately, i always lose it.
i hope next week would be good, since i'll be out of the office for 2 days.
gotta attend some external training.
so that will serve as a good time for a breather.

went for training yesterday and we came up with a new line up for court play.
hope to work things out for tuesday's game.
we'll be facing SCC Hawks (Cricket) for the next game.
i actually felt utterly humiliated when i was laughed at.
However, Jill's words sorta soothen the humiliation and when i think of it,
i shouldnt be humiliated at all.
What Jill said were true & I shouldnt be feeling that way at all.

went to Sengkang for lunch before heading home.
catch some sleep before i had to make my way to Orchard.
oh, and i think i need to get a new pair of running shoes soon.
went around to look for my yellow nike sportsbra but it wasnt available.
i had a fair bit of mood swings going on yesterday and it went way too far.
didnt really know what triggered it but yeah, i just had to blurt out some stupid thing.

i hate it that my sister keeps using my stuffs now!
she used my clothes.
she used my GAP body spray.
she used my netball tees.
fuck.
i sooooo hate it when people use my stuffs without telling me.
urgh, disgust.

Holiday plans right back in the plan.
The colleagues are planning for s hort getaway so yeah.
Just somewhere nearby though and we so have to get our passports done!
heh. planning to do it online.
another friend have plans for Bali.
so yeahhh, i cant wait for all the plans to come together.

i've been looking around, lurking behind reading comments and thoughts
and daily updates of people.
well, not stalking though just that what they write at times kinda inspires me a lil bit.
and not many people can actually do that.
At this point of time, everyone knows what they want and you know have made sacrifices to get to what they want.
I believed the sacrifices that they did are actually major ones and if it's passed to me, i dont think
i can do that.
i mean, it takes a lot out of you to do em.
Then, it sets me thinking...
"I'm stagnant here"

one act leads to another, and another & yadayada.
even so, it'll be too difficult to fix it up.

oh,i managed to catch up on 90210 and survivor(:

when i dont know what to do,
and when you cant be bothered anymore.
i'll leave.

-junn-

2010-10-03T15:18:00.000+08:00

2010-10-03T15:07:00.002+08:00

to make up some time fo not blogging for countless months,
here i am, spending some time to revamp this space.

quite a lot has been going on.
yesterday was reza's passing out paarade and that was the only entire time
that i woke up early to actually attend for an event.
Im glad that phase 1 is over, not too sure about the upcoming phases though.
we'll see how that goes.
Breakfast was good cos i has egg thosai <3
*yays*
Oh, and i met farhan at the floating platofmr, such a coincidence.
There were a few familiar faces too from school, recognised a few.

been sick as well the past week.
i had 2 days of medical leave, awesome.
Spent the time to recuperate, most of the time spent sleeping.
Thanks to the medical leave, i get to catch up on the new season of survivor too.
and 90210 season 3 has just started!
something to look forward to.

work hasnt been treating me well recently.
At times, im up to my neck and i have to like clear everything and rush.
gotta admit that idustry is a fas-paced one.
i always complain tt sometimes when i rush alot,it's like as if im a dog.
*ive got no clue why i compare it to a dog, of all animals.hah.*

bahiyyah has been missing in action.
well, bahiyyah, if you ever read this, let's meet up soon!
lunch or dinner session would be good :)

we make plans to keep us moving forward.
At times, things dont go as planned.
However, if that something doesnt go as planned but it opens it doors to something wonderful then it would be good.
I doubt that would happene everytime though.
it's been tough to make plans and keeping em on track, it's like completing a jigsaw puzzle.
Maintaining it is hard. like ensuring them everything will go smoothly and perfectly.
anw,im trying man.

condolences to MM Lee & family.

im trying to get away from the busy city life for a short getaway.
anyone, just anyone.
take me away from here.

love,
jun.

2010-08-22T21:56:00.003+08:00

i never thought i'll be having mixed emotions while i am here and
you are over there in the jungle.

xoxo.
--junn-

2010-08-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

things hasnt gone really well on certain days during the weekends.t.
well, a few people to be blamed in fact.

everytime something like that happen, it leaves a huge lump in my throat.
every single time.
and the only word i can find in my whole entire brain is "fuck".
how vulgar is that.
i hate the fact that certain things happened just because of some old school
concepts people have in mind.

dear all,
please if you have any of those, kindly brush them off your mind and please
adapt to 2010 and the coming years.
and start to learn the word - trust, either in an easy way or learn the hard way.
i'll make sure you people learn the hard way.

well, fasting really poses a challenge especially when it comes to patience.
sometimes i really feel like letting it all out.
i know of this kid who's just plain lazy to even read or do his work.
furthermore he doesnt receive much help at home and to make it worse, i dont
think anyone gives a crap about he's work or whether he's smart or dumb.
and even if he's dumb, they'll do nothing much to help him.
i think a mom would understand not to turn on the television when her son is studying.
but, she did turn on the telly and this son of hers cannot concentrate while studying.
he has his eyes looking at the screen most of the time.
fuck.
and he doesnt even listen to a single word after that as his brain stops
processing information.

so,please everyone,
kindly educate & discipline your children well enough.

tomorrow marks a whole new week.
let's see what in store for me this week, aint loooking forward to anything though.

you'll know when i've had enough,
it'll be ugly.

love,
jun,

2010-08-09T12:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (:
HAVE A BLESSED FUTURE AHEAD! (:

time flies.
look, it's already 9th Aug and here comes fasting month.
honestly, i am not prepared but yes, bring it on.
i am not even looking forward to raya as always, i think it sucks this time around
because i am not even gonna get any green packets!
boohoo!
so it's more of a socialising raya this time around.
Not forgetting to watch the diet & exercise!

nothing will change when fasting starts tho i hope this time
around i get to break-fast with a few people just to either catch up or because they're going away.
i hate this coming week because there'll be like a few plans going on and i dont think i can attend to all.
so that kinda suck.

anyways,im coping kinda well with him not around.
Ive got no clue that it could actually be kinda difficult.
he'll be back this week! so that puts an end to all the counting down!
hahaha.
pretty excited though for his return,yabeeedaaahbeeedoooo!

Training has been good so far.
There are news that we might be heading down to Thailand again for games.
I didnt manage to join them the first time so im hoping they'll organise again this time.
Suqi is going away to Spain for her exchange programme.
Thus, we're organising a farewell dinner for her.
i bet she'll looooveee SPAAIIN ((:

On the other hand, the company is also organising a gathering for the whole dept so that
we can actually bond together.
Well, it's nice and i think preparations are underway but yeah..
let's see about it cos ive yet to confirm my attendance.
That aside, Simei netball girls also organising this dinner on the same day!

I hope things wont tire me out this time.
you know with less sleep and everything..
oh, and ADAM is sooo cute!
i'll post his peekcha soon, heh (:

till here,
junnnnn.

2010-07-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

oh dear!
this has been abandoned for quite some time!
jeeeeezzz.

anyways, nothing much has changed over the past few months
if any of you need an update.
life now revolvs around work, netball and hanging out with the usual gang.
im adjusting really well at work, ive yet to get my confirmation.
fuck. i hope they keep track on that.

oh! heart pain.
i just bought a new laptop, with my hard earned money!
GAAHHHH.
i was pretty much hesitant about it as my parents advised me to just
send that 4-yr old lappy for maintenance & repair.
I however, thought that i deserved much a better lappy.
So yeah, i got a compaq lappy! ((:
I'm gonna take good care of it now,heh.

Thus, i have been enjoying every single episode of The City & The Hills.
*screeeeeaaaammms*
oh oh,Justin Bobby is back, and dang, he's a charm.
Back to head over heels for him!
I've yet to watch toy story 3D!
boohoo.
but i managed to watch karate kid and she's out of my league.

It has beeen raining these days.
it gets really troublesome if it rains in the morning. heh.
cos lazy jun wont be able to wake up on time for work.
oh! forgot to mention that it gets really fucking cold in the office.

officially, we're participating in Pesta Sukan(:
i cant wait for that.
and hell yeah, we're gonna get our medals for ENL as we came in top 2.

too much fuck here & there,
thanks to listening to eminem. heh.
awesome shiat.

itinksometimesyoujustdontcare.
wtv.

love,
jun.

2010-06-05T14:54:00.004+08:00

sometimes, i get green with envy :(

oooohh c'mon. everyone feels like that at times.

to hear that people are going away either for studies or just for a getaway,

to hear that they excel in their preferred field and

exchange programs and blah blah blah.

anyways, Katana is doing very well for ENL.

we won all our games so far.

We still have like 3 more games to go and our upcoming games

will be pretty tough as we will come face to face with the much stronger teams.

I like to read ___'s blog cos she comes up with certain concepts and

i chuckled everytime i read her posts.

But then again, ___'s blog is not updated on a daily basis tho.

and ____'s blog has certain nick names so readers wont know who she's referring to

unless they're her friends i suppose?

i think ive got to come up with more nicknames for people too.

oh i like to read eletheowl too.

im still having issues with you-s.

although it's not that bad previously, but it's still considered bad.

Everytime i wanna do something, i gotta think hard & then i end up not doing what i want.

*shakes head*

i think you-s need to do something about it, prolly you need to change or even understand my point of view, because thats even better.

i'm tired that i have to do everything all the time and whatever i do is wrong in your eyes.

quoted by Eminem: "fuck the world"

oh oh,

Justin Bobby is uglyyyyyy now!

omg, whatever happened to him?

and to you,

hands down, you're always right about me.

love,

junnnnnn

2010-05-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

Siti Junaidah is deprived of Orchard ION and 313 Somerset!

i had fun shopping and jalan-jalan with suqi and kiki! (:

training wasnt that good afterall.

anw,

bye.

2010-05-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

im addicted to miley after watching "The last song".
it was good, i like it (:

couting down to confirmation: 1 mth plus?
i think the process is alil ridiculous.
and with work and everything, i think i've got this fear that
i might get trapped sometimes.
you know like, you've been working and working and then you just forget
about studying.
omg,please please. i have yet to complete my studies.
i dont wish for that to happen to me.
i cant live with just a fucking useless diploma on hand.

quite a number of things have happened actually,
which requires my brain cells to work doubly hard to process certain things.
so most of the time i get exhausted easily.
and i still am.
im sick of everything, how everything is like a routine and how you always end up doing the same thing.

i need a looong break...
to sum it all up,
fuck culture.
fuck the people who think that you're not cut out to achieve something.
fuck *******

aside to that, KATANA won 3 games in a row!
woohoo! (((:
im so proud of how we played as a team.
at last,taste of victory!

just when i needed you the most,
things fell alil outta place.
just when i thought things are going alright,
it prolly wasnt going the way you wanted to.
so tell me what should i do.

2010-05-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

i've got lots to tell.
sometimes, it's hard to tell from a-z so yeah,
forget it and move on.
but then at times when you have those times, you start to wonder again.
so all along, you're back to square one again.
no moving on.

it has been foggy the past few days.
gosh.
and thank god it rained tonight.
it just had to rain to clear all the foggy-ness. (is there such a word?heh)

work has been pretty okay.
im so occupied with work at times.
and by the time im hone,i'm drained.
not to mention, i've got trainings on weeknights.
and talking bout trngs, we had one first game for the ENL on monday!
woohoo! WON!
we were so happpy and im proud of myself cos i was so composed and calm
and i could perform under that much intensity.
phew!
the opponents were nasty! booooo!

i was on half-day leave yesterday.
i felt so tired.
im still on unpaid leave, it feels like i gotta wait for ages for my staff confirmation. (yes,tts it..im still on probation)
and i have to start to come early these days
otherwise they're gonna come after me...
sadded.

i spent the night watching the city and the hills.
i hate heidi's lips + her irritating voice!
spencer is craaazzzzzyyyyyy! emotional freak! gaawwwwwd.
brody's bizarrreee cos he's stuck btw kristin & audrina.
and audrina's dating ryan cabrera. (where did that come from? haha)

oh, and i had a pyjamas party with Katana.
it was fun fun fun!
i pretty much like our charade and our amazing race!
we were running all over compass point! heh.
then we watched avatar at night(:

i need things to be on a brighter side.
i need to catch up on sleep more, otherwise i'll have elephantic eyebags.
i need something new.
i prolly need to hit the dancefloor,haha!
i need to shop.

2010-04-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

i visited bahiyyah today.
im glad she's strong, she just needs to have more rest cos
i think she's kinda worn out.
and if you're reading, take care of that cough too.
oh oh and she made eveyone cry when we're about to leave.

and thank you to your lil nephew, cos he brightens up my day
with the peck on the cheek.
Now i understand how you felt when he came over to you to peck you as well! hahahahaa.

nothing much on work,
im able to handle most of the stuffs myself already, so yeah...
i need to resubmit my report...
pfft. such an ass.

oh oh oh, the new season of the city is out!
oh oh oh,and the hills season 6 tooo!
yoohooo!

i went to Universal studios on Saturday.
it was enjoyable, screaming my lungs out on those rides.
my heart was beating extra fast and just felt like it's gonna come out of my chest. hahaha.

that aside,
i think ive been lost in my own thoughts lately.
you make me sad these days.
i've seen enough.
i've observed enough.
i've compared enough.
just dont know whether i've had enough or not.
im tired.
get out of my head.
now.

what happened?

-junnnn-

2010-04-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

things aint going they way they are.....

2010-04-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

some people say im stubborn.

am i?

haha.

work is crazy today.

i was so sleepy and to make it worst, i felt sick to my stomach today.

like nuff said, my body ain't functioning.

fatimah was also feeling the same way,haha.

we were like talking about it during lunch.

my eyes were like narrowed each time i looked at the monitor

and then my eyes will just close.

i think my sleeeep debts are piling and i dont think i can pay it off.

*yawwwwwwn*

i guess time to sleeep early these days.

couting down days to the weekend so i can actually rest and sleep more!

im totally drained.

i always think i can do everything by myself.

"i can run my own show"- quoted by me.

and up til now, i still think i can manage everythin by myself.

although sometimes you might fall and crumble, but yeah

there's not much time to get up slowly and start all over.

so you just have to get up and hold your head up high.

and i think it's a good lesson because you dont get affected with whatever's

happening and yadayada.

i hate russell(Survivor)

he's meaaaaaan. i doubt he's gonna win laa, how can he ever get people's vote that way?

i dont want him to win anw.

hahaa.

i feel something is wrong.

i dont know.

im tired.

dont mess with my head.

i cant wait to leave sg,

junnnnnn.

2010-04-11T11:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes i think ive go much to say and rant but when im here,

i get this feeling that ive got nothing much to write or even to pen down

some thots.

weird.

okay,i've chopped away my hair!

mmm,everyone likes it so im happy! ((:

and yeah everyone says i looked different which is also

part of the reason why i wanted to chop my hair!

i need a new look! heh.

and suqi was like "yeah i wanted to cut mine like yours! you're my prototype!"

haha!

we didnt have training yest thanks to the rain.

even those people who had this ministry games over at kallang yest,

it was postphoned and then we waited for the rain to stop and had

friendly games with Krystal's team and this SPF team.

twisted my ankle during the SPF team, sigh.

i wanted to play though but yeah had to take a rest.

we went over to plaza sing to have lunch.

ate at kopitiam then we had a small conversation about the games.

alot of things to work on this time & not forgetting i need to work doubly hard on my shots.

how i wished i live near kallang or something so i can come down to the court

and practise putting in my shots.

oh dear!

jeeeez.

on the other hand,i think im playing gracefully now.

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA!

well, just a teeeny weeeeny bit.

supposed to met ayu today

but no confirmations so far.

im meeting bahiyyah later so yeah.

oh oh i heard cinnamon melts is back!

HOHOHOHOH! AWESOMEEEEE!

im aching!

and red alert is making me go all cranky and yadayada.

and i envy them who has everything going all good for them, like all as planned?

how nice would that be.

figure me out.

love,

jun.

2010-04-05T22:46:00.002+08:00

i hate monday.

weekends were pretty good, i managed to catch "When in Rome" & "Whip it".

(((:

but i didnt like what happened yesterday.

i was fuming mad and yeah a little sad and disappointed.

huge lumps were forming at the back of my throat the whole journey home.

I took bus home and the bus was like fucking cold.

omg, to make it worse i was wearing sleeveless and i only had a pathetic vest

to prolly keep me warm.

i hate you, so bad now.

you're so mean, you dont think.

you only want people to listen to you.

i dont need you to take care of me (hell yeah i can do that myself)

i dont need you to buy me stuffs that i cant afford now.

i can run everything on my own.

on the other note,

i think i have to start planning little little details so as not to give myself away.

im already in deep shit as i think ive been exposed way too much.

i can no longer be under cover :(

bahiyyah has started her new job today.

all the best! ((:

oh jeeez,

there was this customer who wasnt really happy with how i do things prolly.

i already checked before hand with certain people to be sure of what im doing.

and then i got a reply telling me not to waste her time sendin unnecessary docs.

OMG.

i f i can reply her,i would have typed just 2 words.

Fuck you.

firstly, if im wasting your time, then i think you're wasting my time too cos

i have to attend to your email when i can entertain some other emails and do my other

tasks effectively.

secondly,i think thats not the way to actually approach people.

i dont give a fuckin shit that you're the vice president or anything like that cos ive got nothing to do with you and neither am i working for you. so yeah.

im not taking this setback to heart, i just feel there's no need for anyone to like give me that kind of approach.

monday's gone.

tuesday's here.

and i hate the rest of the week.

2010-03-30T00:15:00.006+08:00

Okay, Jenny left already.

We had a mini lunch gathering, we ordered macdees for lunch. heh.

and on thursday, we had a mini celebration for Joanne as it was her bday,so yeah.

she was totally surprised!

haha.

oh and there was once i met up with bahiyyah for dinner.

planned to go to badoque but it was closed.

so we headed back to my place and we ordered canadian pizza.

awesome!

haha.

had the usual routine talk.
I always feel at ease talking to her(:

long weekend this week.

but friday's over so soon.

i watched "When in Rome" earlier today.

im not a big fan of love stories but i think this one is good.

then i went down for the usual friday session.

when i got home, i told my sister what happened earlier

and she told me about the issues she faced as well.

Katana's gonna have another extra trng day on weekdays.

Thus, yeahh i think trng gonna be a lil intense since we're gonna train

hard for ENL. time to focus and shape up all my looose fats.

this time, i think my pay aint enough to like last me through the month.

i hate CPF....tsk!

and quite a number of people have been telling me what i should do and yadayada.....

oh oh,there'll be a new season of The City soon!

awesome! heh.

and talking about that, i watched the whole Season 1 of Laguna Beach.

i think Stephen is hot. hahahaha! (:

BUT, i still go gooo-gooo-ga-ga over Justin Bobby.

heh!

oh oh, Katana took part in the NTU netball competition too(:

2010-03-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

i've got no idea how you define the meaning of "great".

but once again, my "fire" has died.

pfft, no use ranting it here.

ive got quite a few tasks on hand this week.

So yeah,i really hope i can clear everything, minutes and report to be done prolly by tomorrow

or else im gonna have a hard time.

haha.

i really have to start to revise my incoterms so yeah,imma do it

during the weekends.

oh oh. im looking forward to next week because it's GOOD FRIDAY! and that means

it's HOLIDAYS! (((:

Happy birthday to Sab!

best wishes again! ((:

im gonna have lunch with kakak tomorrow.

i cant wait!

oh oh and i bumped into denise at simei.

i hate it when:

-people only come to you when they wanna ask you to do a favour for em.

-they've got nthg to do and you happened to cross their mind. thus,once they have other plans goin on, you're ditched aside.

i've yet to figure out certain stuffs.

!@#$%$%^

pfft.

im too tired to even say bye.

2010-03-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

*sweeeeps the dust that has accumulated here*

so far up till now, life has been a routine.

well,mebbe this week would be a lil different because my other half wont be around.

boohoo :(

i'll be missing one training session cos this saturday i'll be working.

i think i might be dropping by to visit kakak awhile.

oh jeeez, i think her tummy's pretty big now!

it's almost like what? 6 months?

OMG OMG, i got my chanel bag!

yabeeedaaaaabeeedoooo!

ive got Fendi bag as well and im like using it for work, chanel would prolly be for special occasions. oh oh i think i wanna get versace shades as well.

*wide grin*

i was so ecstatic when i saw my chanel bag, heh.

currently, on my wishlist:-

-flats for work, otherwise i gotta keep wearing heels!

-sneakers prolly?

-black jeans from Mango

then again, discipline! when it comes to shopping!

PAY DAY IS ALMOST HERE!

i cant seeem to get anything nice on tumblr, but i pretty much fell for this:-

Shy? No, I’m not shy. When I first meet you, I’m observing, evaluating. See, I’m considering if you’re worth my time and effort to get to know and be-friend. Bitch move? No, I’m just sick and tired of wasting my time and energy on people that aren’t worth it - people who will just take advantage of me. Because when I’m your friend, best believe I give you my all.

oh oh, take a look at this! reminds me of the swimming complex over at Sengkang.

they even have a jacuzzi there too!

reminds me of smthg! - SUN TANNING! (:

come home sooon....

2010-03-14T15:31:00.002+08:00

IM HAVING BODY ACHES! :(

nothing much to update.

oh,it has been raining these days,

which is good in a way otherwise it gets so hot and humid!

yesterday's trng was pretty okay.

we had to share courts with NYJC netball team, then we had friendly game with them.

omgggg, i was appointed GA, paired up with Mei Fen.

it was pretty good, my shots were pretty alright tho not accurate (:

heh. and my defender was so close to me like i can feel her face on me!

fuck.

stupid.

she's always getting in my way,pissed me off, stupid shitttt.

hahahaa. too bad i still manage to get the balls.

Siew Hong was busy snapping our unglam pictures.

hahaha.

oh i so much enjoy these days without my brudder around cos he's away for camp.

i dont communicate much with my sister either cos i cant be bothered about her.

uselesss people.

pfft.

we had a small makan session on Ben's last day.

yeahhh, we had KFC and pizzzza for lunch!

these few weeeeks will be a lil tough because it's only me and Ryan doing

all the things. Herbert is on leave for 2 weeks.

i hope i can manage everything (:

i'll be having on the job trng as well, this time with the logistics people.

so yeahh, time wasting for 2 days! (:

i gottta stop being late for work!

HELPPPPP!

haha.

i need more badoque sessions(((:

love,

jun.

2010-03-09T21:55:00.004+08:00

CONTIKI WAS PRETTY OKAAAYY!

i think there wasnt any fair play, well i had to admit it was pretty difficult to spot for

fouls cos we were playing on sand, but then again, umpires didnt take note

of whose center pass was it and everything.

well, i had my share of fun, heh.

i love my red contiki sportsbra ttm! (((:

peeechas are already up thanks to ah hong.

and i think ah hong took nice peekchas! heh.

i actually overslept and miss the first game. pfft!

hahaha.

i havent beeen doing much these days.

i'm getting used to work so far, and they're pretty satisfied with my performance.

(((((:

well, it can get stressful at times but so far work is manageable.

Ben will be leaving us this Thurs, i think i'll miss him cos i wont be able to

ask him how to do this and that. hahahaha.

he has been a good mentor.

Joanne will be on leave til next week since she's going back to Philippines.

I'm going to put my studies on hold for about a year or so,thats my current plan.

i wannt to eat good fooood!

something beeeefyyy pleassse! heh.

and i want a good milkshakeeee!

i want to sit by the beach and star-gaze! (applicable for night time)

i waannna try the surf thingy @wavehouse!

omg omg, and im like having white spots on my face! grrrrrr.

we're signing up for more competitions! yays!

NTU's event is next! ((:

2010-03-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

YABEEEEDAAAHBEEEEDOOO!

im taking part in my first ever beach netball!

welcome contiki beach netball 2010 @ wavehouse! (((:

im like so excited for this,but then again

time of the month greets me today.

i dont know whether it's good or bad because I hate to work out

during the times im on red alert.

i need to shop for stuffs soon! heh.

im planning to get my nike sportsbra so i can wear on sunday!

and im gonna get my turqoise/yellow bikini too.

im embracing work this time,trying to look at it in another perspective.

I used to rant and desperately countdown to 6.30pm(thats when i end work)

or countdown to weekends.

pathetic? yes maybe,i dont deny.

i activated my first shipment like days ago and will be following up closely.

It's gon be my first time coordinating the shipment on my own accord with the relevant

people helping me closely(like duh,im still new there! heh)

Lunch times were pretty much a breather because there were 3 new staffs

who recently joined us. Ben will be leaving soon.

he's been a great help, teaching me how to do the stuffs & all.

aside to him,the others have been very helpful as well.

much thanks to everyone! haha.

Last weekend, supposedly had to go down to kakak's workplace to work

but she forgot to text me so yeah, i dont have to go down.

instead, i went over to abang azril's wedding.

He looked so good! hahaha.

sab had to go off early, i didnt even had time to catch up with her. haha.

luckily the small cousins were there to entertain me.

i had this bored look like most of the time cos i was reallly very tired and it was

sucha hot day!

I also met up with Bahiyyah a week ago.

glad to catch up with her because it has always been the 2 of us.

i like our sessions @ Frolick!

let's go again okay? ((:

i havent seen R in awhile ever since it's the exam period.

so yeah,we're pretty caught up with our own stuffs.

absence makes the heart fonder i guess.

hahaha.

oh,the simei netballers had a game with Safsa @ kallang on monday.

well,it was a good game.

they had this tall and fast players so yeah,they were at an advantage.

i almosssst tip the ball off from that tall ang moh guy.

i just need to reach higher,haiya.

sadded.

plus im looking forward to Katana's trng session! heh.

im hooked to lady gaga's alejandro!

love,

jun.

2010-02-21T13:43:00.005+08:00

nothing much happened this week.

went for training yesterday.

turnout was good. we were able to play full court.

it sucks that i wont be able to go for training next week

cos i'll be working. jeeeez.

oh that reminds me, i can go home early!

hahaha!

well,the thought of that makes me happy at least i wont be

stuck in the office til about 6.30 at least.

training was awesome.

i kicked ass! heh!

i played GA for like the whole game.

my first partner was : Sophie

my 2nd partner was: Fen

and this coming week,i'll be working at kakak's place.

haha, so i'll be able to get extra cash and that would prolly

add on to my savings, or I can use it for shopping purposes or indulge in good food.

yaaaabeeedaaaaabeeedooo.

heh.

i cant wait to meet her! haha.

oh plus abang bought me a lanyard from dubai! (((:

that said, i cant wait to get my pay too as well.

i dont know whats the amount i'll see in my bank account,but then again,

i hope it'll be something good.

i really dont know how I should finance it well, but yes,i gotta do some

financial planning at least or else i cant sustain my money long enough

before i start studying again.

talking about studying, i've yet to find out what i wanna major in.

sab! if you're reading, let's meet up next week or smthg?

i want to hear stories! hahahaha ((:

eeee,i dont like friendster's layout.hah.

but i took the chance to browse through some profiles tho like those

previous eye-candies i had. ((:

but apparently, their profiles are not updated since most already switched to FB.

oh im sick of mainstream music.

thank goodness im gonna get a whole new genre of music coming in(:

oh it havent rain inawhile.....

nt that i want it to rain (cos yes i so love the sun)

but the grass and drains are all so dried up.

im aching all over,boohoo.

oh oh,beach netball is around the corner!

so im planning to go down to sentosa to watch it and bask in the sun!

or or i might just go and play ultimate with the usual regulars(:

that means i need a new bikini!

hot yellow / turqoise for me! ((((:

make me feel like nothing can bring me down.

-junnn-

2010-02-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

this thang is like dead.

i seriously have no time to update.

not only that,im even having lesser time on the net these days.

i can only managed to scrimp some time to check fb and mails via phone

before i go to bed, that is if im not sleeepy.

sleep is an issue these days.

6-8 hours of sleeep is no longer enough to sustain me.

haha.

i think the past few days were pretty crazzzzy cos i got home pretty late.

ive never come home that late before but yeahh, no more goin home @ 3am!

(((:

HAPPPPPY CNY!

HAPPPPYY VALENTINES! ((:

i think R was sweeet enuff to get something for me,i really like the gift

but the stuffs are sucha darlin that i dont even wanna use em!

haha!((:

yesterday i met up with Hidayah and off we went to Po's 21st bday party.

it was ggggrrrrreatttt! ((:

and Po looked sooo different from usual!

i reaaally like her fake long haair! heh!

peeeekchas will be uploaded soon.

it's official, im hooked to Justin Bieber's song- BABY.

it's on repeaaat mode! (((:

oh supposedly i'm supposed to catch Valentine's in the cinemas today

but then plans were a lil screwed up and we end up at the zoo.

turns out the zoo closes at 6pm, so we decided to just sit ard while the others

had Ben & Jerry's.

then we had dinner at Al-Azhar.

til here,im sleeeepy already.

i need to go to bed.

-junnn-

2010-02-08T22:27:00.002+08:00

today was one of my lousiest day .

thee monday didnt go that well.

i came to work so early, i reached at 8am!

i was like "what in the world am i doing here at 8am?!"

cos fyi,i always reached work at about 8.30ish.

(reporting time is 8.30)

there was alot to do today and i think so far i made it through!

i was on my own for like half of the day?

which prolly means i know what im doing and i know how to proceed

after reading the numerous amount of mails in my inbox.

it's reallly crazzzzyyy to get such numerous mails because it's so difficult to look through

each and every single one of em.

my tummy wasnt feeling good.

i was down with gastric and i almost wanted to take half day.

hahaa.

i had this macaroni chicken and bleeaaah, totally sucks.

oh but dinner was awesome cos i had dinner at pastamania with R.

i hope this week passes by quickly.

oh plus it'll be a loooong weeeekend.

i think it's gon be a lil boring since all the shops will be closed,so yeahh..

i used to look forward when it's time to head home,

but i think nowadays,i hate to go back to the place i call home.

i hate it when i got home and i see food that i dont like or there's no food cos nobody cooks.

i hate it when i got home and i see that my room is in a mess.

i hate it when i got home and see a pile of clothes and nobody folds em.

and i hate it that you people think that it's okay not to do it.

i hate it when you ask absurd questions.

i hate it when you,yes, you, just jump to conclusions.

i hate it when you act like you know everything and you think you are always right.

i reciprocate evenly.

you're good to me,i'll be good to you.

if you're the opposite,i'll be meaner than that.

i dont give more and i dont give less perhaps.

if i dont like you,i wont talk to you, period.

aside from that,

there's this joke at work that's constantly on my mind now!

"lup you deeep deeep"

you dont have to bother about me,

cos it's time for me to figure everything on my own.

-junnnnn-

2010-02-07T11:55:00.002+08:00

okay, yet again,i havent been updating.

work has been occupying my time.

i guess thats how it's supposed to be?

work, revolving all around you, it already is a standard routine.

it just sucks that you have to be in the working industry like soon after

you're done with school and everything.

and now i feel like some NSmen, cos their only free time is weekends,

which also applies to me.

like so sad ahh! tsk.

i had training yesterday.

i can say bye bye to ultimate! (((;

well, mebbe i can still consider playing beach ultimate uhh.

i need to up my training days.

WOOHOOOO!

ive got 7.9 for my beep test! improved! (((:

im now aiming for at least 8.2-8.5 so i better train hard.

i heard that this would be part of the criteria for the selection.

i know it wont be that easy to actually pass this but yeah,

im just gonna give what ive got because, hell yeah, this is it.

i guess lately things have been pretty good?

i met up with dear bahiyyah the other time.

i love the spills and stories I get to hear from her,haha.

ive yet to go out with dear seri rahayu, well, mebbe we can chill

at holland village again,sometime soon.

hahaha(((:

what up with everyone and scandals?

first was tiger.

then now terry.

where's the love yaw?

see,which is why it aint easy to trust love.

yet again, have a lil faith.

-junnnn-

2010-01-31T23:17:00.002+08:00

okay sab!

thanks for the reminder, to update here! heh.

honestly, ive got no time to blog these days.

anyways, weekend was well spent i would say.

i hate sundays.

im already pretty bummed cos im working tomorrow.

it's like a reminder.

sigh.

and it's already 11.22am and ive yet to hit the sack.

im so tired today.

my hormones are raging mad i dont know why.

i get mad with everyone who gets in my way.

had lunch at bedok corner.

as usual i had my carrot cake and chng tng.

it seeems like everyone is asking me "why you so slim ah?"

ive got no clue but yes, im grateful that im slim and with assets,

so yeah. im grateful.

oh then i went to cotton on to get my body con dress but they dont have XS

there, so later on at night i went down to PP to geddit.

yesterday's training was pretty okay.

did fitness and conditioning before doing our ball works and drills.

then we had lunch at KFC @ Junction 8.

then after lunch, i head home before meeting R and friends,

and head down to Sentosa.

pretty disappointing cos i thot i could like catch glimpses of people with hot bods

that kinda thang.

but yeahh, no hot bod dudes or babes.

there'l be a beep test sooon.

sigh.

nt looking forward to that.

oh oh i didnt know suqi did IT too!

yeah yeah, she told me, it's tough.

Okay, let's say hello to february tomorrow!

have a good week ahead people(:

love,

junnnn.

2010-01-27T21:32:00.002+08:00

i am so tired today.

now that i've settled down a lil at work and

have been given some hands-on-practice,

work is like piling.

it never ends! haha.

it's like one mail after another after another.

and yes, i hate to answer calls or even make calls.

anw, i have to get used to it.

ive got pretty much a lot of things on hand today.

to make it worst, i think

i forgot to do up a quotation thats needed by tomorrow.

haiya.

tried to access my mail but i couldnt retrieve them,so yeah...

lousy.

on the job training starts tomorrow.

omgggg,i hope everything will turn out okay.

i can report at 9am tomorrow!

so yays for that! (((:

then again, i think im coming slightly earlier to finish up that quotation.

or else i think im pretty much in the hot soup.

oh,i received my testimonial from the previous employer.

apparently, yes, it was being amended,haha.

i need to get dresses.

oh oh brangelina split? :(

ihatewhatsgoinonnow.

-junnnnn-

2010-01-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

see how time flies.

im already starting my 2nd week over at GAI.

Ben alrdy tendered his resignation so there's a

couple of things that I need to learn from him.

We left late today because we had to do this urgent quotation.

oh,and i did manage to watch The Blindside last weekend.

Im hoping to catch Hachiko this week or smthg (:

i did help kakak over at her workplace on sunday.

so we had macdeees for breakfast and KFC for lunch.

the job was so easy,hah.

they just had to file in all the required docs because the school

is applying for edutrust.

oh oh, and mamat is goin over to Brisbane to further his studies.

Congrats.

Bahiyyah,if you are reading,

i sincerely apologise for being so selenger.

HHAHAHAHAHA!

but but i honestly didnt know where you were referring to.

i think miscommunication laaa! HAHAH! (((:

i honestly feeel faaat.

i only had 1 trng session last week,

didnt help much cos cant really sweat it out.

i hope i can make it on time for trng this week cos i guess

there might be some on the job training goin on,

so yeahh, i'll end even later than usual.

pfft.

TLC now.

-junnnnn-

2010-01-20T21:47:00.002+08:00

(so much better than Beck's, good move for the new face! haha((:)

okay,it'll be THURSDAY SOON!

and then it's 1 MORE DAY TO THE WEEEKEND! ((:

yaaaabeeedahhbeeedoo! heh.

work was pretty okay today, i had to learn different things

from different people.

so yeahh, it's all good for the time being.

im so glad that they have good food at their canteens.

heh.

i had nasi ayam penyet yest' and i had nasi sambal goreng today!

*thumbs up*

I was attached to Faezah today since ben wasnt around.

She reminds me of a combination of Kak Ani + Kak Nisa. hahhaa!

i think kakak is gonna laugh when i tell her about this!

oh oh,

no more long bus rides home cos ive been taking 19 to/fro.

it's so much faster.

I cant stand the cold when im at the office. omg.

then my sinus will be activated.

pffft.

i so, hate the cold.

everything aside,

hirda was telling me that the umpiring course was pretty tough.

so i told her to just study hard and she can prolly umpire the games

on friday to practise or smthg.

haha.

AND AND I CANT WAIT TO TRY MY NEW SHOES!

eeeeexxxxciteddd! ((:

i gotta hit the sack soon,toodle doo.

blahblahblah,

junnnnn

2010-01-19T21:24:00.002+08:00

today is officially my 2nd day at work.

a totally new environment with alot of things to learn

so yeah,im grasping the concepts slowly.

so far so good,i understand most of the things ((:

the people there are very friendly and helpful, oh

and it gets super cold okay in the office! omg!

*shivers*

ive got no clue how you people can actually

wake up in the morning to go to work, and

stay in the office from 8-5pm or whatever your timing is.

omgggg.

i felt the effects on the 1st day of work! haha.

totallly zonked me out.hahaha!

I gotta change the body clock, and hopefully

i'll get used to it soon.

i hate it that i have to start sleeeping early.boohoo.

I was ranting at my sister and her tuition teacher about

my gigantic elephantic eyebags.

HAHAHA.

i am tired.

heh.

thank goodness ive got umlimited text messaging (((:

-junnnn-

2010-01-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

seriously, tell me how bad can it be.

im bummed and pissed perhaps.

apparently,somone tried to get through but i was

a lil late,prolly by a few seconds to answer the call.

i was asked to go for an interview.

so right now im like thinking, i already got the other job,

so should i still go for it?

then im like ?????!!!!???? cos you asked me to go for it when

you already know that i already accepted the other job.

then you start to blab about this and that.

so that made me go wth.

you and you never fail to dampen my mood at times.

seriously.

i try not to let what others say affect my decision or affect who i am

so yeah, you can say what you want to say, i dont care

but i'll definitely strive to be a thousand trilionth time better than you.

or ooops, i think i already am better than you.

i believed this *** shit aint helping at all.

it only make matters worse.

no intention to irritate anyone or whatsoever.

russell made you laugh from time to time.

so for now,

i hope you'll be fine.

---junnnn---

2010-01-15T00:34:00.001+08:00

Siti Junaidah

HATES IT SO MUCH THAT

WHEN YOU DONT EXPECT ANYTHING & SOMETHING POPS UP.

BUT WHEN YOU EXPECT SOMETHING, NOTHING ACTUALLY HAPPEN.

2010-01-13T01:06:00.002+08:00

they say times are bad and it's prolly recuperating

or mebbe it already recuperated.

*shrugs*

work was pretty alright today.

just that there were some tasks that i couldnt finish on time

so i'll do em tomorrow.

i mentioned that i went for the interview yesterday,

and guess what.

yes yes,siti junaidah got the job.

i was happy for like one moment but when i really

sit down and think about it,

it wasnt actually something to be happy about,

cos alot of things came to mind and yeah, it just dampens my mood.

i met up with kakak today.

met her at KKH, so i got updates on the baby.

oh,it's a boy! haha (:

loads of catching up done, had lunch at delifrance.

ewww to the tomato/veg soup!

so we talked from A-Z, she bought this pair of comfy spongy heels at Crocs.

Charles and Keith having sale!

time to get new heels and flats! ((:

not knowing what is/was your goals, just drifting in the open sea,

feelin a lil fragile,prone to sharks and etc.

i dont feel so good about it.

i told kakak about the new job and blabla,

she said it was good and everything.

she told me something though,

she said i just couldnt accept the fact that im working now.

i told her about the no-life-er concept.

omgggg, im so bummed whenever i think about that.

it drives me nuts.

oh and i met R after the meet up with kakak and we

walked around mustafa before heading back.

sigh.

i reaaallly feeel out of place now.

im so meessed up,***k.

so,tell me.

junnnnnn.

2010-01-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

(this reminds me of Edward.....)

okay okay 50% of the aches are gone!

(((:

work was pretty okay today, but still

alot of things to be done.

im starting work an hour later tomorrow

because they're having meeting so yeah,

which means i can afford to stay up a lil later. heh.

after work i went down for an interview at changi.

i sorta had to sneak to print all the documents

needed for the interview at work.

ive never had an interview like that before, there were 4 of em!

omggggg.

my heartbeat was racing and i had to answer whatever questions they had for me.

phewwww.

i think overall i did pretty okay. heh.

i would say it's a dream job. ((((:

let's hope i get to meet kakak tomorrow.

there's loooads to catch up.

povanes! if you're reading, imma letcha know when im free next week yeah.

oh oh, and bahiyyah too! meet up sooon!

i havent hear from you for like so long! haha

have yet to tell you about mr hanif's incident! hahaha! (((:

i want cookies,BIG ROUND ONES.

i want pancakes.

i want strwberries.

i want choc milkshake.

i want peanut buttter breaaaaad,chunks of peanut butter please.

TAKOYAKI too.

eeerrr,i think im just hungry now...

i think it's a lil freaky that everyone knows everyone else.

it's lke....a small world.

it's like...karma.

this happened today at work too.

i'll be in dreamland soon,

junnnnnnn

2010-01-10T17:38:00.001+08:00

went for Katana training yesterday.

that was my first time to see full attendance, well,

somehow yes.

coach wasnt there.

so we did the basic passes,tagged game and had a game.

sang the bday song to meifen.

haha.

she was so ecstatic when she opened up her present! ((:

some of them got her jordan's basketball.

chew ling got hurt cos she fell while trying to defend me.

ooppsie :x

i felt bad tho cos her skin got scraped off and damn,it hurts.

washed up after training and then a few of us went to

ang mo kio to have lunch.

then i mrt-ed home.

supposed to meet kakak after she end her work yest,

then it was cancelled and luckily she texted me just in time.

or else i would be heading out already.

and i think abang is coming back soon.

so yeah by then i wouldnt be able to hang out much

with her already.

my limbs are all aching.

jeeeez.

sleeep wasnt that good cos each time i toss and turn, i could feel

the aches running all over my body.

it's pure madness especially on my arms and on my back.

i also realized that my arms are kinda big.oo-eem-gee.

*slaps forehead*

as long as they're not big like serena's, i guess that's okay.

i loveeeee my arms tho(((:

(besides the fact that ive got an ugly BCG)

i had pasta yesterday!(((((:

oh oh and milo dinosaur too! ((((:

heh.

there's gonna be an upcoming game with

Shahidah's students from Siglap Sec.

oh, and she's expecting.

oh and some of the katana girls are gonna take part in

the daisy tan carnival.

i dont feel like doing anything today.

just let me sleeep,let me sleep til the day's over.

-junnnn-

2010-01-09T00:39:00.003+08:00

for once,i was happy when he transferred that amount to my posb acct.

but everything was too good to be true.

so i have to return the extra $175 on monday.

and apologies sab!

if you're reading, i didnt mean to ruin it,boohoo.

and and you gotta tell me about ahem ahem, whoever that can be,hah.

(((:

went down for the usual session today.

met R before i went for training.

yes, after 4 days!

i know i know it's only days but yeah whatever.

somehow i get a lil lost whenever i come down for the usual session.

it just doesnt feel the same like it used to?

***"There's no I in team" ***

i like to blog-hop and read their stuffs

just to get inspiration or to see things in a different perspective.

or just to rant about things that you dont really wanna talk about.

im starting to realize that mebbe growing up is smthg that i should start embracing

since there's gonna be a 1 in front of 2 this time round.

by then, i cant wait to get my own place and live on my own!

or or yes,get a rooommateee!

even better, as i grow up, mebbe 5 years or so down the road,

i can just say bye bye to Singapore! and migrate smewhere.

not forgettin,getting my navel pierce,hahahaha! (ouch, i heard it hurts alot alot alot!)

(***these are just my dreams so nobody has the right to burst my bubbles of dreams***)

they say absence makes the heart grow fonder.

agree?

yes to a certain extent,i say. prolly.

like an invasion to my privacy,i aint exposing myself.

imma give you hell,

junnnnn,

2010-01-07T22:42:00.001+08:00

omggggg,thank gooodness friday greeets us tomorrow!

embrace friday! ((:

sigh, i was calculating and i realised that

i didnt work for quite a few days during the last few weeks

of december! thanks to christmas and new years and etc.

so pay this time round will be like lesser than the usual.

like so much! pfft.

time flies.

money is like water.

boohoo.

yet again,im left with my last 2 dollar.

haha.

(i withdrew $30 on monday!)

FINALLLLY,AT LAST!

I MET seri rahayu yest!

omg omg *screams*.

i havent seeen her for like so long! ever since grad day!

so yest was catch up session from A-Z! heh!

we had dinner at Holland V.

i had 1/2 fried spring chicken while she had chicken cutlet.

i was really hungry yest! haha.

then we walked around for awhile and i like the

angmoh-ish atmosphere. HAHAHAHAHA!

then chilled at Coffee Bean,glad we got the sofa seat!

and i tried this banana choc drink, taste pretty goood tho.

haha.

time to miss her again before we head out on another day,i hope.

brings back good times when we were back at school,

cos we usually hang out like most of the time.

omg, can you believe it?

i actually watched this hindi movie on mioteevee,

like whatever siti junaidah.hah.

there's a lot of paperwork to do these days.

so by the end of the day,i'll get really sleeepy.

and i hate the bus ride home cos it feels like ages.

boohoo :(

OH YES!

I THINK I MET MY P5 FORM TEACHER!

he was right beside me! we were in the same bus

and we alighted at the same stop!

i wanted to ask him but yeah i was worried that he

could recognise me or even talk to me! haha!

and so, he made me felt like as if i was 10 years old again.

i hate it when i just blushed

cos everyone sees the rush of blood to my face.

*paiseh laaa!*

we are all a lil weird,

junnnnnn

2010-01-05T00:52:00.004+08:00

first working/schooling day for everyone!

monday totally suck balls.

i shall not go into details.

oh and sab, if you're reading,

thanks for the little tips. heh!

i hope they call me back.sigh.

haha.

and i was sleeeping when you called me!

tts why you sorta cannot hear me, i hope i wasnt

mumbling or anythg like that!

i went home after work.

was tired by the time i got home.

wanted to get food but nothing nice to eat.

omg,im like sooo into BSB these days.

and all i listen to is-drowning.

hahah!

bring the drumrolls cos i think he's on my list.

*lucas till*

if i could,

i would want to start my morning like this

-have a good breakfast!

(PANCAKES with HONEY please and ORANGE JUICE!)

-reading a good book/reading the papers

-soothing music

if i could,

i wanna wake up every morning feeling the sun's rays on my skin,

hearing the waves crashing.

feeling the breeze in my hair and smell the smell of the sea.

and i'll be clad in a cute top and shorts, heh!

and then i'll be working in a surf shop.

(OMGGGGG! if only that was real,it'll be like orange county yo!)

if i could,

i'd do something like this.

bye,

junnnnn.

2010-01-04T00:35:00.001+08:00

COS I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPEAK WITH WORDS.

2010-01-04T00:31:00.001+08:00

IT'S SUNDAY.

CRAPPPP.

TOMORROW'S OSIM DAY!

OSIM= Oh Shit it's Monday!

omg, it's back to work and back to school day.

well the good thing is that i'll get money!

i am fucking broke now, i just spent my last 2 bucks

on a hot fudge sundae.

HAHA.

i got hungry like so easily today.

oh i watched Old Dogs tgether with R.

it was funnny but i dont like the ending.hah.

the ending was crap.

then had lunch at LJS.

i wanted to drop by to the horse place but the weather

turned ugly so we headed to IKEA.

pretty furnitures and showrooms.

i wish i had a room like one of those.

jeeeeez,wait til i get my own place or smthg.

then went to courts and Giant.

once we're done,

headed to bedok.

oh,finally i bought sushi!

and i got my lipgloss too! heh.

sunblock is on my list.

anybody?

just anybody,who's goin overseas to travel or

just for a holiday, can lemme know?

hhahaha!

bring back stuffs for me! heh!

i hope siddiq remember to tell me about it.

bahiyyah, if you happen to drop by,

i hope things are okay on your side

stay strong (:

to po,

if you happen to drop by too,

yeah i'll meet you soon hopefully! heh(:

in the mean time,enjoy!

suck balls cos i still havent figured out what i wanna do.

still havent figured out what i wanna study.

still havent figured out a permanent/full time job.

i think im just like a thin layer of ice floating in the icy waters.

boohoo.

and to make matters worst, it'll be a year since ive graduated.

screw new year's resolutions.

cos i dont have any i guess?

even if i were t have any,it's not like i'll work towards it or smthg.

pfft.

i just hope everything will be fine and go my way.

i dont want any ups and downs.

i only want to be on cloud nine like everyday.

facebook is being an ass.

i have to wait like super long to log in.

fb chat is an ass to cos i cant reply.

i want good times, mostly with you.

love,

junnnnn.

2010-01-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

WELCOME 2010.

im still not used to 2010.

haha.

and i think i have to be xtra careful when

i returned to work on monday to do paperwork,

make sure i wont write 09! (:

countdown was pretty okay.

haha.

my butt hurts after the cycling.

my tummy ached yesterday,boohoo.

i thot it was like the time of the month, but turned out it wasnt.

dropped by clarke quay and chilled at tcc.

went for lunch@Aston with the netball girls.

it was good to see everyone again! ((:

a few missing faces like Aini,fizah,eunice and doreen.

IVP starts on Monday. i think i'll drop by to watch their games ((:

i cant wait to go for katana trainings.

bahiyyah came over on one of the days.

we had pizza.

it was a lovely catch up session cos we'd be updating

one another.haha.

bahiyyah,if you're reading!

come over again okay! hahaha! (((:

i had dinner with sab too on wed?

too bad we missed the swensens offer.

we had to settle for Macdees.

and sab! dont get too stressed with work yeah. hah.

i need new places.

i need new goals.

i want smthg from tiffany & co.

i want a chanel bag (omg *screams*)

it's all about where i stand.

--junnnn-

2009-12-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

I WATCHED AVATAR!

AWESOMEEE! LOVVVVED IT.

(pardon me for callin it lame! pfft)

haha.

and im plannin to watch it for the 2nd time((:

okay,let's just put it today was like bonding day?

i went to watch avatar with my brudder, then after the movie

i waited for my sister cos she want to get little patrick from toys r us.

then i went to met R for a short meet-up,head to As-Salam for dinner.

then went back to tamp inter to meet my siblings again.

sighhhh.

ohhh,and i met R yesterday too.

ended up getting my levis jeans at tamp mall.

SO CROWDED AND it's not air conditioned!

they only survive on FANS?!

and there's only like 2 of em! pfft.

went to bugis,tong seng for dinner.

diva's having the saleeee! but nothing caught my eye tho.

wanted to watch movie but yeah, the crowd was fuhh-la-la.

so we just ended up walking to dhoby ghaut.

oh oh

and i think i need a new watch.

this is on my list! ((:

the on the job training will start like soon.

i hope everything goes well tho cos i aint looking

forward to that.

shithead.

i like to be vulgar for once cos

it makes me feel like i couldnt care less about anything.

so let me be.

screw you,

junnnnn.

2009-12-21T21:31:00.003+08:00

i cant lie,but have to admit that

it gets pretty upset when people decided to

move on to greener pastures.

*shrugs*

then again,i guess they have their own reasons.

there are times when so many things appear in your mind

and they either put a smile on your face or let you frown

like nobody's business.

ive seen a few people,

setting up their lives,tryin to fit the pieces together.

some got it the hard way while others had their

happily-ever-after way.

ive seen people so busy that they got so caught up.

ive seen people livin their life as if everyday's a party.

and the list goes on and on....

sometimes i envy certain kind of people.

enuff said,

im gonna have this on the job training (IT),

hopefully it'll do me good. heh.

fingers crossed this time, i just hope i get a fuckin good job.

oh oh,survivor was awesome!

i managed to watch! (((:

NATALIE WAS THE SOUL SURVIVOR.

thank goodness russel lost! haha and he was pretty

pfft about it.

haha!

mick was feelin lousy i guess, he didnt get a single vote

from the jury.

OH BRETT IS CUTE!!!! (((:

oh oh, and survivor's gonna have a new season out in FEB!

awesome season once again!((:

OH I BAKED!(((:

im head over heels for you.

love,

junnnnn!

2009-12-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

first and foremost,

i reallly have to thank bahiyyah and sab!

for accompanying me for the past few days.

hahaha.

THANK YOU BAHIYYAH!

THANK YOU SAB!

(((:

i head down to town again on saturday with sab.

i had so much fun, and we ended up doing stupid funny things.

omg sab! the incident at paragon was really funny

and paiseh at the same time.

it still lingers in my mind!

HAHAHAHA (((:

i had my fears.

and i hope they'll go away.

far far away, hidden underneath the ground please.

(oh oh, i chatted with Q! on facebook!

and im glad she's doing fine wit everythin)

maybe thats love?

---junnnn---

2009-12-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

enuff said about work cos im not gonna

update anythg bout it.

haha.

tday was awesome cos i met bahiyyah.

supposedly, we extended the invitation to hamizanah

but she had tutoring so yeahh.

oh i met shasha at simei yest! ((:

she's working at IBM yo! *wide eyed*

everyone's going kraazzyyy over the MANGO sale!

today's like the first day! 50% off ley, good bargain!

i just window shopped only, no money ahh to shop.

haiya. so disappointing.

mebbe i can squeeeze out a few bucks to shop ah.

mebbe, let's seee how.

i had dinner at BK again.

i had BK yesterday with mr reza.

me and bahiyyah had to go from one mall to the other.

my pretty feet were kinda tired,

plus i think it smelled a lil cos it was raining earlier on.

HHAHAHAHA!

i think im starting to embrace deeper conversations.

i think im starting to hate you,

ooops.hate's a strong word.

im starting to dislike you,

you and your incessant nagging

and you too with your big-headed brain.

pfft pfft pfft.

whatever,

junnnnnn.

2009-12-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

ive been watching the hills season 1 and 2

and im gonna complete em soon.

haha.

i watched the finale after show episodes

and yes! there are more to come.

there'll be another season for both The Hills and The City.

((:

brody,justin, kristin,olivia and erin was on the show.

oh and organisers are like effing expensive!

whatever happened to the cutesy $2 organisers!?!

sigh.

oh and i had toffee nut mocha from starbucks

that thing's pretty good.

i had my first morning run together with Lulu,Hidayah,

Shahidah and Wana.

then we had breakfast at Mukmin.

i love the conversations we had in between, makes me see

life/whatever in a totally different perspective.

then we met hirda and iza at simei to play a short game.

i was pretty refreshed at first but the moment i got home,

i felt so lethargic and tired.

i fell asleep at 11am and i woke up close to 5pm.

haha! (((:

I wanted to be someone,

someone known for effortlessly translating each figment of a thought into words.

Words sculpted like ice and mounted on pedestals.

Words displayed for the world to see.

Words appreciated for it’s lasting beauty and everlasting impression.

via (katcutyourtongue)

sometimes when you get lost,

you need to find your way back.

you have to try.

love,

jun.

2009-12-12T01:46:00.001+08:00

JB? JB? JB?

JB PUN, JB LAAAAAH

2009-12-10T19:36:00.004+08:00

work was pretty hectic at first.

everyone was like preparing for the bowling event.

oh i was pretty glad that she didnt have to like sit next to me.

HAHAH.

thank goodness,phewww.

im like feverish today,sigh.

i slept the moment i got home,

managed to take a nap in the bus too.

i got my caramel frappe in the morning.

i think the starbucks at concourse is a pretty nice place to chill.

went for netball at simei yesterday.

i saw nadiah, we were exchanging this "i see you before somewhere" look.

turns out yes, i saw her back at school when coach ruiling brought her

ite kids to play with us, oh and i met her at netballuxion too.(:

there'll be another session tomorrow, tts the usual session,

yesterday's session was just to compensate for last fri's.

oh and i got to play with irfan!

yaaaabeeeeedaaaaabeeeeedoo!

my throws are much more pow-weer-fuuuul this time.

kudos siti junaidah.

i like(((:

(i came across this while tumblr-ing)

Title: Dont ever

Don’t ever let people tell you that you aren’t good enough

Because you are.

Don’t ever give up your dreams

Because you need them.

Don’t ever compromise your morals

Because they make you who you are.

Don’t ever hide your feelings

Because someone’s willing to hear them.

Don’t ever think you’ve got it all figured out

Because the next moment you won’t.

Don’t ever live your life in the past

Because then you’ll miss out on the now.

Don’t ever let people bring you down

Because you don’t deserve to.

Don’t ever be someone you aren’t

Because then you’ll never know you who really are.

Don’t ever let someone tell you how you feel

Because it’s not their right to.

Don’t ever give up something that feels right

Because it probably is.

Don’t ever worry about the petty things

Because they just don’t matter.

Don’t ever run away from your problems

Because they always find you.

Don’t ever be afraid to take risks

Because they make life worth living.

Don’t ever let someone take away your happiness

Because it was never theirs to take.

(via qomaspeakup)

via qomaspeakup

you gotta crash your wall.

you dont have to be so tough.

love,

junnnn

2009-12-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

raaa-raa--raahhh ahhh ahh

romaaa-roma-ma
gaga--ohh-laa laaa.

oh i seriously think that she's being a stuck up.

like omg..

work timings have been a lil sucky cos i start work late

today and tomorrow prolly.

oh and some of the netballers are goin down tomorrow

to have a short game among themselves, just to compensate

for last fri's session cos it was cancelled, so yeah.

im not sure whether im coming down but i already told wana

that im coming (haha).

my arms are like still aching madness-ly,boohoo.

i havent been shopping lately.

sigh..

i need some retail therapy and i need lunch sessions with kakak.

haha((:

oh,did i mentioned bahiyyah started working already?

yeahhh, and we're supposed to catch up today but

syimah was pretty worn out after her night shift so yeah.

i believe we're gonna do some catching up soon, otherwise

it'll just be me and bahiyyah as per usual.

haha.

and i think im pretty lazy now to actually

talk to random people?

well, not like random random but people that actually

appear on my contact list but i rarely talk to?

and at times they appear and started to IM me as if they know me.

pfft.

im getting tired of all this shit.

so near yet so far.

i think im heading somewhere,

somewhere to what i wanna do.

december is gonna end without you realising it,

by then the new year awaits us.

time really waits for no one.

oh,with that, i need to get an organiser!

((:

and i think of painting my nails when it comes

to that dinner gathering.

HAHA (((:

i think sometimes you remind me of brody.

love,

junnnn.

2009-12-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

i think it's kinda important to know
who would stand by you in times when you need
em the most.

i think yesterday or the day before,
i went online and then person A IM-ed me,
commenting about my absence on msn.
bleeahh.
(in fact yeah..i rarely use the messenger now
ever since it had this virus goin on.)
anw,back to the story,
chatted and all, and suddenly the conversation turned
cold when person A initiated a certain conversation topic.
i was already "malas to layan" person A.
but i think what person A said was such a turn off.
shame on you.

oh oh,
and i went fort canning park..
for like the first time!
i know i know,kental.
but yeahh,that was my first time.
there was one part of it that reminds me of a scene in
500 days of summer.
(((:

and im like taking note of the submission deadlines
for the various unis.
i reallly wanna go back to schhool tho
but i realllly need to know what i wanna major in.

i need to get new pair of contact lenses!
oh i was late for work today,like 30 mins lateee ahhh.
and i was sooo hungry by the time work ended cos i only
had oreos with milk and i had choc pancake from mr bean.
the moment i reached work, switched on the laptop,
and i browse thru some fashion peekchas.
LOL.
im loving victoria beck's style.
*adore her*

i watched the season finale episodes of the city and the hills.
jeeeez.
prettay weird tho that it wont be showing anymore.
pfft.
and and im glad justin bobby got together with kristin,
well sort of i guess?
relationships kinda thang come across as complicated at times.
jade and brody, i dont know what up with them.
i dont thnk they're compatible. HAHA.

grraaaah,
kakak is goin JB with azi on sattt.
i sure am missing out the fun.
boohoo.

sometimes, you remind me of brody.

love,
junnnnn.

2009-11-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

work is pretty much as usual.

sigh.

i need a better luck when it comes to job hunting.

apparently,luck hasnt been with me ever since i started

job hunting.

so people out there, please dont put the blame on me

or even comment on my job hunting skills or whatever it could be.

cos i wouldnt be bothered to even talk to you about it.

anw,

bahiyyah managed to get a job!

congraaaats!

and im meeeting her tmr for dinner!

heh!

ohoh, i took the bus home from pasir ris today.

omg,i nearly died in the bus, well not literally but yeah.

there was this group of young boys, i believed to be just in

primary school cos they are like so short and they pretend

to act tough and act big.

omg! losers sia.

one of em kept screaming and shouting in the bus like wth ah.

then they had this "ahbeng kinda music" played via their phones.

irritating.

i pity the parents of these kids actually.

so ill-mannered, rude, disgusting,irritating, attention seekers

saying words that they're not supposed to say at such a young age

and blablabla.

what would people see in em? how are they gonna go thru life with that

kind of upbringing?

besides i dont think that they are academically inclined as well

so yeah.

oh and i read this article from berita minggu i think if im not wrong,

reflections on the malay community.

sigh.

i think that story about the 6 year old kid sparked

the writer to pen his thots.

apa nak jadi eyy...

my thighs are aching.

craaaaap.

oh oh.

-juuuunnn-

2009-11-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

i had my first ever netball training today.

it was a good session, and i felt at ease with everyone.

the team was good and we worked on our basics today.

warm up was pretty breathless i would say?

running was normal, so yeah, i can deal with that.

we had to do all the leg work and we played 2 warm up games.

so that was pretty tiring.

i could feeel my thighs aching even before we started on our drills.

HAHA.

i had to keep stretching whenever we had quarter breaks.

heh.

we did splits and then we end the session with a game.

making my way there wasnt that easy.

i had to go by the main gate.

so i had to walk like one bigg round. pfft.

im still tryin to figure out the shortest way to get to nyjc.

oh oh,and it was soooo hoot!

i'll be getting tanner and tanner and then darker and darker i think.

im slappping on looads of sunblock.

((:

i think it's gettin a lil weird and krazzzy that

im starting to you know like be close with my sister and have this

sisterly bonding kinda thang.

i never imagine myself to be that way tho,haha,but yeah

we have been like talking and goin out together and bla3.

whoever knows me knows that i dont really like to go out with my siblings.

HAHAHA.

and guess what, i even asked my brudder today whether i can follow him

to watch his game!

omg! whats happening?

(oh oh and my brudder did say yes!)

but in the end i was to lazy to drag my ass to watch his game.

next time bro,haha.

i need to save money.

no shopping.

boohoo. boohoo.

i like it when you know..

-junnnn-

2009-11-27T16:47:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my,

it's gonna pour again.

for once, i thought there wont be any rain anytime soon

since the weather has been hot & sunny for the past 2-3 days?

pfft.

oh, yesterday i ate at this place,

omggg, the food totally suck balls.

like omgf seriously.

i thot it wouldnt be like so bad laa but then again,

it was effing bad.

haha.

cheaaat people money ey.

and the most disgusting thing ever was

why in the world do they have to do dilute the chilli sauce.

omgggggggg.

i wonder what they diluted it with.

*disgust*

____, always do business like that. pfft

aunt came over, then they went to the relative's place.

hazmi was here and i got to take a look at his lame games.

haha!

he has this rubik cube which is called rubik's revolutions

and and it's a lame game.

Hazmi: *after seeing how my sister got addicted to the game*

That is how the game attracts suckas.

Me: LMAO!

in the end, we played it togther! haha!

oh,ive started reading again.

heh.

i borrowed this book about first impressions

and i borrowed "Women are from Venus,Men are from Mars".

i tink it's a lil boring but yeah, mebbe i can like get smthg

intriguing, cos when i was back in madrasah,

i remembered this ustaz saying smthg bout it, so yeah,

ever since then ive been trying to get my hands on the book.

oh man.

totally sucks cos you know

The Hills and The City episodes are coming to an end.

jeeeeez!

like so fast!

oh oh, and i never did expect that i actually watched

Paranormal Activity.

im waiting to watch Ninja Assasin next prolly.

i think i reallly need a getaway.

if only ive got lots of cash and all.

i would be making my way to Las Vegas or NY.

oh oh,kakak says paris is boring.

fuck,stop cursing.

-junnnnn-

2009-11-24T23:02:00.004+08:00

work was pretty alright today.

oh i forgot to mentioned about work yest.

we celebrated zaitun's bday, belated to be exact.

johari bought the cake from secret recipe

and it's like 7 layers,and and the cake is huggggee!

and it's sooo niceeeee,love the cake.

we had pizzzaaas and fried chickens from kfc.

everyone thot i looked different yesterday.

they thought i was a new staff! *faints*

hahahah(:

*i was just wearing a black dress with blazer and a polka-dot scarf,

with black sandals,did my hair like Lo(the hills,haha)*

the boss thot i was some executive/hr personnel, i was like omg.

hahaha.

so today big boss came over and said "oh she's not an executive anymore today.."

i cant help but giggled.

on the other hand,johari came in and mentioned about my facebook profile,

the thang about-lame.

so i explained to him how it all started and then we ended up laughing.

hahaha.

lame. LOL.

*scratch head*

now i need to figure out what

im gonna wear tomorrow,heh.

oh,and i had a small conversation with hadijah at work today.

she seemed a lil worked out.

oh dear.

owells,i hope she'll have all the fun before she makes her decision.

oh oh,look at rihanna's peek-a-boo outfit! sexyyyyy yo!

sab sab,if you're reading, loook at this, it's prettay cool laa((:

justin bobbbbbyyy! *squeals*

im readin tumblr-blogs like everyday((:

JUN:

i prefer the latter(((:

2009-11-24T01:40:00.002+08:00

i know sometimes i behave in that manner

but i think i dont mean it,

unless i really lose my cool uh.

but other than that, i really dont mean anything.

what i felt today, i felt it for the 2nd time.

sak totaly lost her cool today, im not sure why

and i shall not probe.

whatever.

haha.

oh,and i met suqi,and i got the training details

and insyallah,imma go for it.

((:

omg,it's been awhile since i had a real netball training session.

time to work on fitness and passes.

oh oh i met su run and adrian too!

haha!

((:

was nice to seee them.

hopefully,i'll see em on thurs for pickup,

that is if im going.

mebbe it's due to pms or smthg, that i just seemed

so unfriendly/angered.

*shrugs*

but i just hate it when im being compared to a rather typical malay girl/lady.

well, not really being compared, but more to being assumed.

mebbe "assumed" is the right word.

i hate it when you know like for example

your significant other will like fetch you from let's say trng or anywhere else

as a matter of fact,

the first thing that comes to their mind is: vrrrom vrrooom.

like O-M-G.

do i look like i will ride a bike? pfft.

i will only ride if it's a harley's bike prolly?

or or somthing like justin bobby's bike.

do i look like i just will go for some typical ***** and just be contented just because

he has a fuckin bike so it'll be easier to ride or smthg?

i dont go for normal/typical.

i go for class/extraordinary.

i had lunch with kakak at victory today.

i so need a getaway with her like last year.

i miss KL.

oh and she have plans to go umrah.

i saw her baby via the ultrasound when

i accompanied her for the check up.

prettay amazing.

we used to have so much fun together,

bot that we dont know,but sometimes it didnt occur to me

that she has already settled down and have her own priorities(eg: husband, in laws)

things prolly have changed, just like the best friend theory.

bahiyyah,if you are reading,

i think i need a picnic session again.

haha. ((:

on another note,

i think i wanna go tanning real soon too(:

time flies so fast. boohoo.

love,

jun.

2009-11-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

today was pretty much a good day.

went for the netball bbq gathering at ferraria park condo.

met sak and aiyu at bedok inter.

then we went to get the goods at sheng siong

and took bus service 2, and alighted at the japanese school.

cos according to the map/route,

yes,we did the right thing.

so we walked down all the way to the expressway.

there were no pathways so we walked by the side of

the road.

there were no stairs/traffic lights and the cars just

kept passing by.

everyone headed to this drain thingy

and you have to climb over the thing.

like omggg.

WE DID THAT.

we asked this random china man whether

he sorta knows the way.

(oh we spoke in eng btw)

sak: do you know where's ferraria park?

china man: sorry,i dont speak english.

i couldnt help but laugh at how stupid that was,

and it reminds me of this advertisement i saw

on youtube.

HAHAHA.

funny shiat.

the bbq was great.

it was only the few of us,

food was awesome

company was great.

epic: i feell from a swing.

and dont ask me how i fell.

ahahhaa, cos i'll just burst out lmao.

oh and sak's dad send us home after that.

i like his caaar,kinda coool ey.

(((:

oh,i think she's so cool that she knows

and she's cool bout it and the fact that you tell her about

it makes you a lil bit cooler too.

love,

junnnnn.

2009-11-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

work was pretty okay today,

just like the usual.

and i guess today was like the first time i had a proper

conversation with hadijah.

haha.

oh and i had lunch too, asked hadijah

to buy nasi campur for me.

haha.

and i find the food expensive! pfft.

i only had kuah lemak with sambal goreng and rendang and green tea and the total was like 5.80?

green tea is only like what - a dollar or so?

dad got the mio teevee tday.

i havent like explore the channels yet but yeah

soon soon.

im so gonna get my hands on the movie channels tho.

haha!

oh oh and there's no mtv alrdy! sigh.

oh oh and i saw coach's friends playing at simei today.

(((:

and hidayah dislocated her elbow after landing on her elbow.

i hope she'll be okay.

and thank goodness that the rain stopped just in time for

us to play.

it feels like eons ago since i last had a good workout or smthg.

and i heard about some feud goin on.

yikes.

they dont seem to see how important it is to me.

im looking for smthg else while they have

the same fire, i have the fire, but it doesnt seem

to bind/glue my fire together with theirs.

love,

jun.

2009-11-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

i totally lost my cool today.

it was fucking stupid that she was mad at me

for no apparent reasons or smthg like that,

like what the fuck was she thinking?

(oh ive simmered down a lil before i even begin ranting here,fyi)

stupid stupid shit.

i was banging whatever doors that i can get hold off.

i totally went berserk.

2009-11-13T21:44:00.001+08:00

RULES: Bold your choice…

1. Coca Cola, Pepsi, Sprite, Mountain Dew, Dr. Pepper?

2. Cats, dogs, horses, lizards, or hamsters?

3. TV, cinema, computer, iPod, gaming console?

4. Rock, rap, pop, metal, or punk?

5. Black, white, blue, red, or green?

6. Salad, hamburger, ice cream, chips, fruit?

7. Kindergarten, elementary, junior high, high school, college(university)?

8. United States, Canada, Australia, France, England, or Ireland?

9. Swimming, fishing, tanning, theme parks, or camping?

10. Snowball fights, snowmen, snow angels, or sledding?

11. English, math, science, history or art?

12. Gummy worms, lollipops, chocolate bars, or cotton candy?

13. Xbox 360, Gamecube, Super Nintendo, Handheld?

14. Facebook, Xanga, Tumblr, YouTube, or Google?

15. Cute guys, tough guys, smart guys, hot guys?

16. Flats, heels? errrr, flip flops?

17. Early morning, early afternoon, late afternoon, evening?

18. Bathroom, living room, bedroom, kitchen, or attic?

19. Face-to-face, home phone, instant messenger, cell phone?

20. Skinny jeans, flared jeans, capris, shorts, or skirt or leggings?

21. T-shirt, hoodies, tank top, tube top, or halter top?

22. McDonald’s, Wendy’s, KFC, Burger King, or Dairy Queen?

23. Car, airplane, train, boat, walking?

24. Coffee, tea, water, milk, or soda?

25. Drama, comedy, horror, action/adventure, or thriller?

2009-11-12T21:50:00.005+08:00

i think i need to get a new blogskin.

haha.

walking around bedok makes my blood boils,

cos i hate it when people obstruct my way,

you know like when you're walking and suddenly,

someone just cuts in your path

or worse, they'll be walking slowly/they stopped right in the mi

ddle of

your path.

i would TSK! the person like so loud ahh.

i couldnt care less.

oh,i bought sushi rolls today.

((:

and i had a heavy breakfast before i went to work.

mother bought nasi campur,

dad got an off day.

even then, by 1.30pm,i was already very hungry,

so i took a few sweets at the reception counter.

((:

nad:you had rice and you're still hungry?

me: yeahhhh. i cant help it.

(oh work is boring boring boring.pfft.

and i need to dig outfits for work later)

seems like everyone wants to include me in their plans

these days.

thank you hor! im so touched,lol.

HAHAHAHAHA.

but ive got one secret tho.

JUN: yes i think they're sexieer than briefs.

via (Adrianna Risso)

c-c-check this out,

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

via(daze&confused)

should i say bye to blogger and move to tumblr?

love,

junnnn.

2009-11-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

okay,farhan actually cleared like 5% of my mind,

after i told him that i was actually in/sorta a mess.

pfft.

i still havent decide what i wanna do,

like omg.

it's getting on my nerves lately that im living life

with no directions, im just like

waking up each day and just do what im supposed to do,

that kinda thang.

the umpteenth time im gonna say this,

"i miss school"

i hate it when random ______

try to speak english.

i get goosebumps and i go "wth!"

oh, and yeah, underage sex seems to be like

hitting the headlines these few days.

they're even like talking it on the radio now,

tryin to reach out to the parents to educate their children and

blablabla.

i think it will never work out for parents to like educate their kids

on these kinda open topics?

haha.

screw their mind and your mind and your mind blabla.

im like so frustrated but i dont know about what.

my hormones are raging.

madnesss!

oh i got my chocolate cream chip after work today.

and im lovin how i was greeted when i placed my order (:

that made my day,heh

im hooked watching the hills,

junn.

2009-11-01T20:53:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU FOR RUIN-ING THE FIRST PART OF MY DAY.

-JUNN-

2009-10-31T16:26:00.003+08:00

believe it or not,

yes, indeed, i got up at 2.30pm today.

actually i was up at about 11am? and then decided to

watch teevee.

managed to catch MTV's chart attack and

Everybody Loves Raymond. (damn hilarious)

haha.

after that,i went back to bed.

prettay lethargic though.

i read something in the papers today,

something about islamisation, mostly

between Indonesia and Malaysia,

as a matter of fact being examples of Muslim countries.

They talked about political laws vs syariah laws(islamic laws)

and i think it's very controversial and this also illustrates how far

islamic practices can be imposed on everyone's lives.

i mean, we have rights.

i think it's up to the individual and it's very clear that

some minorities might not even be following their own religion.

it's like "Im muslim, but i drink"

and it was even like published in the papers,

a lady was asked why she wore the headscarf,

her reply: "because my mother and my husband told me to"

and i go like "wth?"

whats happening to the world yo.

put that aside,

i was home alone yesterday.

my siblings went for camps while parents were outta town.

and Halloween special on AXN: 13 Ghosts & The Covenant.

watched 13 Ghosts, damn.

the ghosts were pretty scary, but one of the ghosts who look like

hellboy, cracked me up.

hahaha!

im loving the drama on The Hills and The City.

Brody broke up with his girlfriend,Jade.

Kristin n Brody,they're like best friends but they had history,

so yeah they're just hangin out now.

Kristin is totally done with Justin,since he had his mind games on her.

Whit is currently dating this Freddie guy.

She met Jay, cos Jay heard stories about her bringin Freddie over to

some parties at his apartment while he was away and all.

(i think Jay looks messed up with all that long hair and etc. aint cool n

o more

except for his accent,heh)

Roxy got so mad at Olivia cos she didnt really tell Roxy what to do

during one of the function.

(Olivia's a bitch, she thinks she's so good,pfft, i bet she'll be fired soon!)

this is purrrfect.

just what i needed the most on most days.

i need to head down to Macdees to get hotcakes.

i need a trip down to Starbucks to get choc cream chip too.

(i hate the stormy weather these days,boohoo)

i love your surprises,

junnn.

2009-10-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

i need to update here!

heh.

prolly tonight!

-jun-

2009-10-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

test test. ((:

2009-10-22T22:44:00.006+08:00

i had lunch with Farhan today!

like so last minute!

i had a good lunch, haha(:

talked about the good old days dated all the way

when we were still kids, primary school days!

haha.

how each of us have grown now,those things we did

at sch, hopscotch and catching.

aww.

i miss em good days,

you dont have to worry bout a single thing!

talked about our classmates,hah.

it was good cos we uncovered their lil secrets.

heh!

oh,and we're planning to meet mr hanif!

HAHA ((:

my P5 TEACHER!

i was his "pet" student ahh *gigggle*

and i found one of my pri sch classmates via fb just now.

heh!

maybe.

this is true.

*shrugs*

i think that tee is cute!

"I only kiss superheroes!" *grins*

via (biancauseyourtelescope)

*SITI JUNAIDAH likes that*

hurhur.

you're history.

but im pretty sure im one of the hot people you're ever gon meet.

cos they wouldnt wanna meet you.

at all.

bye.

cos i want a piggy-back ride,

junnnnn.

2009-10-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

time to update!

((:

nothing much happened.

im now officially goin to work like everyday

which kinda suck big time cos

all you do is wake up to a new day and go to work

and hang out and head home and sleep

and the next day, go to work again blablabla,

it's like the same thing all over again.

im hangin on! not that im unhappy with work or

whatsoever but yeah...

it's just tiring...

boohoo.

look! ive got dark eye circles already,thanks

to late nights prolly!

grr.

watched Imagine that yesterday.

funnnyy! (:

i like the part "Please let me pass"

and the froggy voice & the funny xpressions.

haha!

oh i watched "Tentang Cinta" on youtube!

that guy from Radit dan Jani was starring in the movie,

so yeah.

it was sad and touching uh,but it's a should watch kinda thang.

ive got sinetron fever! hah.

i'll be like broke sooner or later i tell you!

boohoo.

oh oh,my huggge appetite is back!

oh,which reminds me of...

Broccoli salad from Mad Jack!

*thumbss uuupppp!*

i had mars ball too and crispy noodle from Sakura!

oh,and i bumped into Hanim like 3 times or so lately?

weird!

ive yet to get gifts!

ooo emmmm geee!

they say we're electric,

jun.

2009-10-13T18:23:00.002+08:00

grrraaahhh.

i think blogger is experiencing the same layout problems.

what up with the layout yo?

and i keep typing my post in the wrong box.
pffft.

my previous post didnt get the chance to be published.

in a way,it's good because
i was ranting like nobody's business.
uh uh.
fo real.

however,things are much better now.
((:

i had lunch with kakak yesterday.
we ate at BK.
oh before that, i wore jeans paired with a tube top and my flipflops.
everyone was like"how come so sexy today....?"
"so nicely dresssed.."
but i cant help giggling

when kakak commented on what i was wearing

when i stepped in her office,
"baju tak cukup kain ey?"
HAHAHA.

over lunch i discussed the details with her.
and i got to know smthg interesting as well.
hurhur.

and then i went to meet reza after lunch.
bus-ed to Far East to look around for stuffs.
i think i just saw some nice studded bags.
oh, and it's like most of the shops there sell the same thing?i think?
hahaa.
reminds me of like Bugis Street.
oh,bumped into Hanim, didnt come to mind
that she wasnt in the team.
i totally blurt out bout the game.haha.

i wish i got lots of em too,

i'd be one happy biaatch.

(((:

via(dirtylittlestylewhore)

i got a thang for ripped leggings/jeans.

via(fakenicebitch)

mebbe im falling for you,

jun.

2009-10-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

testing 1,2,3.

2009-10-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

im down with this flu and sorethroat
and it's killing me.
i was supposed to meet farhan today but yeah....
next timeee prolly ((:

i wonder how much fun sab and brudder and sister
had yesterday at edward's last show.
he is friggin awesome i tell you!
he's MJ impersonator,yeah, i went goo-goo-ga-ga
when he first appeared on stage!
i had so much fun when i went to see him on Wednesday!
woohoo!
(((:
peeks will be out soon.
and i even got to know the dancers too,
sab is awesome i tell you.
HAHAHA. it's like as if she's known them for like so long!
HAHAHA (:

my room is in a mess thanks to my sister.
grrrrr.
and i dont like the weather these days cos it has been like
cold and it rains at times, so yeahh.

and my appetite's a bitch,
cos i cant seem to like eat alot.
i hate it so much, like fuck.
everytime im hungry,i dont know what to eat and then
i'll just go for something light cos im afraid i cant finish up the food.
and thank you mr tummy, i had gastric yest.

i watched the new episodes of The Hills and The City.
the city was pretty boring, i hate roxy cos she has this attitude in her.
i dont like her vibe.
the hills was exciting cos spotlight is on justin & kirsten.
justin shaveeed his long beeaaarrdd!
OMG AND NOW I THINK HE LOOKS HOT.
*hot hot heat bay bay ((:*
heidi's being an ass cos she offered to babysit the neighbour's nephew,
but i cant blame her cos enzo kid is cutteeee!

i seee a glimmer of hope that i migh tbe returning back to school.
back to books.
back to class.

i wanna snuggle wuggle,
jun.

2009-10-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

okay,im a total The Hills & The City freak now.
haha.
ive beeen watching their episodes on MTV, like nobody's business.
hahah!
and the next episode of The City is airing tomorrow night.
((:
awesome awesome.
you know, at times i envy how they're livin their life there.
boohoo.
and damn i love the places they go too!
you know like cosy cosy kinda thang and then they go have coffee
somewhere nice.
it's like a totally different thang, if only we have places like that over here.
that'd be great.

i feel like her when im wearing my gladiator heels.
HAHA. ((:

work is getting boring each day.
i hate to talk about work cos then it would create
more topics for conversation and i dont like that,
cos that means they will ask me what im gon' do and
what are my future plans.
heck, i know i have to figure it out fast and all but
help me out in here, im sure you know how it feels.

october greets us.
and yeah, it's the first monday of the month, i realised,
after reza mentioned about it.
apparently, he's been spamming my wall too. haha!
and im so gonna spam his too,so yeah.
lol.
oh oh and they got a replacement for the recep already.

i got a call from abc.
i thot everything was gonna be alright you know
like we're catching up on things.
and apparently abc got so sensitive i guess,
when we were talking bout dfkfhruitgfghfjgfjkgrgygfhgb
suddenly, i sense a sudden change of mood
and abc decided to end the conversation
and saya being malas nak layan,
just say bye without feeling sorry or anythg.
whatever abc.

you make me sing la la la la,
junnnn.

2009-10-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

i havent been bloggin for like uber long,
i know.
cos i just dont have the time to blog much these days.
i've been out most of the time these few days,
and i think it's a good thang
heh(:

i jalan-ed raya with the sec school friends yest.
it was like uber last minute but still we managed
to gather like six of us and taddaa, they were on the way
to my house.
it was nice to see everyone else because
most of them are like busy with NS and all.
and standard, i would be the only rose, meant the only girl
haha. (:
jalan raya was fun, haha, thanks to their funny crappy moments.
stopped by zahid's house to karaoke before heading to amira's house.
i've never look forward to hari raya when i reached a certain point of age,
and i think now, it gets even worse because i can no longer get angbao,
which seriously,honestly, suck balls.
who started this tradition?
pfft.

on the other note,
i am so happy.
i now, have got a new phone and a new number.
coool-some.
haha (:
and yays now, that ive got unlimited sms.
booooggggggie it down! ((:

bahia,syimah and azwina!
where are youuuu peeeps!
i thot there's supposed to be an outin or smthg?
HAHAHA.
and i havent met kakak yet,
so yeah, i still need to pass her the hard disk and get the
KL peekchas from her.
and talking bout KL, pretty please,i waaannna go.
and yes to sab as well, whens the next outing.
oh oh, and i reallly missed seri rahayu like damn alot can.
hahahaha!
i hope she's doing good! (:
so many people that i missed, omg.
and whatever happened to ain!
i missed her at work!
wonder how she's doing with her new job.

i wannna i wanna watch 500 days of summer (:

had the usual netball session on friday.
i like the small talk I had when i was sitting down with em.
makes me realise that there's alot more out there that i dont know.
there's a friendly game on thurs, so im all prepped for that.
and jalan raya with them on saturday, i think it'll be good fun.
haha (:

via ( you are the keys to...)

Jun:
now i feel like doing the same thing, *points up*

i want marshmaaalllows!

via (observando)

Jun:
OMG OMG,this is soooo cutttee.
im totaly lovin this((:

2009-09-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

via ( kayleethelady)

Jun says: this reminds me of the song
"The Man who cant be moved" by The Script.
somehow..

and ooo emmm gee,
look at this *points below*

via ( take me to the stars)

Jun says: this is fucking rude.

i didnt go out today.

i woke up at about 11am.

aunt & hazmi came in the morning

to help out with the cooking.

apparently, im having this open house for raya today.

so yeah.

i wasnt prepared to face crowds who'll keep

streaming in & out of my house.

i cringed at the thought of cleaning! and

at the thought of people who dont know how to eat properly!

can i just smack them?

pleaase?

haha.

i spent most of my time on my lappy

or i'll just borrow hazmi's psp and play.

hahaha.

im having such a good time playing burnout!

like yeeaahhhh!

it kinda sucks that there aint much

raya outing!

oh oh but im looking forward to the raya outing

with the simei netballers.

hahaha (((:

talking bout netball, we're having like a friendly game next week

and that'll be my first public friendly game with them.

((:

i miss netball cum frisbee session with wanfen, chloe and gang!

oh.

and i dont know whether i should still go for frisbee trng.

i mean like....

i dont see a need for me to come down anymore,

after missing in action for like a month & counting...

and i still havent collect my jersey.

and it's been awhile since i went for pickup...

esp beach ultimate....

boohoo.

im not a fan of friends with benefit.

-junn-

2009-09-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened.

so many....
maybe i'll lose a friend.
sometimes, i think maybe i'll lose everything.
i didnt know it could go up to this extent.

i cant get enough of horsey.
the zookeeper or whatever you called him
went back to bangladesh already.
no more Misty!
boohoo.

i think i'll just be an old hag.

out.

2009-09-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

surprisingly my thursday this time around went pretty good.
heh.
(((:
*yays*
not that it was bad like all the time but yeah, today
was one of the better days.
i woke up abruptly thanks to a phone call.
it was at 11.30am i think.
it was mom asking me to go down to carry stuffs
cos mom and aunt went to the market to buy
ingredients as they will be cooking nasi bryani on either
friday or saturday.
thus, we wont be having the usual lontong and rendang and etc
for raya this time round.

and i accompanied both my siblings for their haircut.
my brudder didnt know what he wanted so i helped him
to do some research on what kinda haircuts might look good on him.
hahaha!
and and while browsing, i think ive got a huge crush on
DAVID BECKHAM.
hahahaha!
*giggles*
surprisingly, i find him so attractive.
but then again, becks was supposed to be an old-school crush
kinda thang!
pfft, why now?!

im uber happpyy to seee my brudder's hairstyle.
now he looked so much better,ahem ahem thanks to me.
HAHAHAH.
yeah he liked it too((:
my sister went to trim her hair too but she hates her fringe.
HAHA! too bad.

i hope period goes away soon,please.
i dont mind,just let me fast for 1 more day.

via (ache)

                   Junny:
                            altho im a lil freaked out, but i think it's nice to hold its paws that way.
                            comforting.
                            dont you think?

via (ache)

                            Junny:
                                         I WANT THIS PLEASSSEEE!
                                         with HONEYYYY! (:

what the toot you're doing siti junaidah,
junnnn.

2009-09-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

i accompanied mom to the hospital in the morning
for her check up.
stayed there til 12.15 and then i made my way to work.
this time i was 10 mins early!
((:
(im forever late,sigh but heck, as if i care, but i wont take advantage tho)
work was prettay alright.
not much things to do, i cleared everything by 4.20pm,
so i just have to wait til 4.50pm to knock off from work.
tomorrow will be ain's last day, sigh.
i thot i can still see her around on friday, boohoo.
ain, i think im gonna miss you,
who am i suppose to bitch to now!
omg. HAHAHAHAHA!

so after work i made my way to my aunt's house
before meeting the others at Istanbul.
today's grand-dad's birthday so yeahh, we went out to eat together.
((:
well, just a small makan session and i had cheesecake too, but not as nice.
im cravvvviinng for REAAAL CHEEEESECAKE &
CHOC CREAM CHIP!
anyone anyone, i need to head down to Starbucks sooon!
heh.
((:

omg, can you even believe it?
raya is like coming sooon laa.
part of me is excited and part of me is not.
excited because i get to wearrr baju baru and new heels!
HAHAHA, (not lookin forward to get any blisters or aches after wearing em!)
no forgetting makan session everywhere! during visiting!
haha.
i hope i wont gain that much weight or else
time to double up the work-out.
and i guess everyone's gonna be busy making last-min preparations.
boohoo.

via (blogsecret)

i feel like this at times.

boo.

~~i wanted drama, now i got more than drama,~~
junnnn.

2009-09-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

i went to my aunt's place

to break fast and celebrate her bday.
i met kakak after work, then we took
the train to CCK,bought this choc cake
from Bengawan Solo and off we went.
we stopped by Cotton On to look at some tops.
mak ya was surprised that i bought the cake.
everyone was at home, abang was there too.
kak nisa came later after she was done with tuition.
oh and she wont be raya-ing with us cos her family will
be going away to KL during raya.
hahaha!
kakak was totally making fun of her!

work was pretty much hectic yesterday.
had to settle the hari raya cards and all.
i was working fast like fast, cos i was pretty much
stressed and decided to race with time.
sigh, and i snapped those who tried to talk to me.

i read q's blog.
yes, now i understand.
and it's pretty sad to know that you guys are
underpaid cos im sure you guys worked your ass off.

ive got a splitting headache yesterday night.
holy shit. it was so bad. i swear.
i got it after i heard everything that i never thot
i would be hearing.
so im still as cranky as ever today.
maybe the period plays a part too but heck, im not sure.
and im glad i can curse and swear which makes it easier
for me to rant.
sigh. this is so bad.

im going to snip snip my hair off tdy.
i want to look different and feel different and be different.
there's no authenticity in Siti Junaidah and
i think i like that.
so Siti Junaidah won get exposed much.
i told farhan about the haircut that i wanted to get,
he gave me the thumbs up,said it'll look nice!
so tadddaaaa. im goin for it.
oh and i didnt know that they last time i saw him was in 2007!
now it's 2009! 2 years!
ohmfgosh.
we're meeeting soooon! haha ((:

via ( ______________ )
She think at times she dont understand
whats happening around her or
she just choose not to understand.
and when everything sorta started because of her,
she felt like as if she was dropped dead, like
she couldnt believe a word coming out from them.
and now, she's in a critical/fatal mode.
it's like pieces of her shattered inside like those of a suicide bomber's.

motherfucka,
jun.

2009-09-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

i cleaned the whole house today!
mission accomplished!
damn tired can? haha.
i am so happy with the outcome tho.
hoorays!
(((:
oh,ramadhan is coming to an end.
boohoo.
amd it's sad that i cant fast for the last few days
of ramadhan.

i had iftar with the girls yesterday at ramen ten.
at last! we got to meet up with one another cos normally
it'll only be either
-bahia and me
-bahia,me and syimah.
and and yesterday was my first time meeting Azwina
after like so many years!
relive those primary schoool memories uhh!
*nyeks*
im glad to say that im tallleeeeerrr than you alll! HAHAHA.

i got my heeels yesterday.
i think i like it alot.
and i brainwashed the other girls to get the same pair.
haha!(((:
now,i need to get shoes for casual wear.
and i still havent get my bagpack, i think im goin
to geddit using my hari raya ang paus.
HAHA.

i had so much fun watching G-FORCE too!
haha! they're soooo cuttteeee laaaaaaa!
SAB!!! if you're reading,
please tell me you set aside tuesday as your free day!
i forgot to tell you laaaa.
oh oh and if we're goin out, drag your brudder along?
i havent seeen the both of you since like ages!
faster call/text me! HAHA ((:

ive got the urge to do smthg different and to be different.

oh, and i just realised that rihanna had her hair done again
cos i saw the chanel ad i think?
omg, so so so cool.
i was actually going goo-goo-ga-ga over cassie's new hairstyle back then.
and now im admiring rihanna's mushroom hair!
plus i think she's hot.

i was hooked to "Lovedrunk" once.
now, im hooked to "Two is better than one".

-junnn-

2009-09-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

via ( heelsoverheadoverheels)

i reallly realllly sleep alot today.
here it goes.
i woke up at 11.30 but stay in bed til 12.30pm.
*golek golek roll here and there*
and then i washed up and helped mom to do pineapple tarts!
aunt came in the morning to help her with that.
i thought we were doing spring cleaning but i think we're doing it on sat.
(change of plans)
i helped her with 6 trays and then im done,
surf & browse the net til bout 5pm.
i got sleeeeepyyy and tadaaaaa,
i slept til 6.30pm,
just in time to watch "The price is right" and
"citarasa selebriti".
HAHA.
kental or what miss junaidah.

we sorta had a feast during buka.
we had
-ayam masak merah
-jemput jemput pisang (eyy..banana fritters?)
-popiah!
-black pepper prawns.
-veg soup!
i like to have alot of people breaking fast together.
i sense the kecoh-ness and you feel the anxiety right after the
azan is heard!

i always read up on this fellow's blog...
because i always find her posts interesting!
and funny too!
but i stopped reading during this period of time..
and now, when i started to read again, i got to know
that she broke up with her boyfriend.
and then i questioned myself...
wouldnt that be a wasted thang, after
goin through the fun,happy,sad,whatever moments you had
for about let's just say a year and counting and then
you had to let go of everything?
i mean...it's sad right?
plus to look at it in another way,
you prolly can get so many dates and meet so
many new dudes and can even have hookups/flings
within that period! *cheeekkyyy*
so what would be the appropriate stand?

im sending my laptop for service tomorrow.
well, that means i wont be online that often.
and it also means i wont update my blog that often.
all i can do is check my mails.
mr laptop, please dont die on me.
i hope it wont be that costly too, boohoo :(

i need baju-s
and shoes to go to iftar on friday.

HAHA.
oh oh,and there's a new season of
ANTM! Cycle 12!
airing this thursday! *thumbs up*

via (papertissue)
this cracked me up! haha!

call me a commitment-freak,
junnnnn.

2009-09-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

work was pretty alright.
had to do hari raya cards and other small matters.
i came to work right on time and im so not used to it
becauuse! i always come like 5-10 mins later!
heh!
and yes ms ain is quitting soon.
boohoo!
dont go laaa but anyways, best of luck for your new job(:

tomorrow's spring cleaning + baking day!
and and i neeed my SARS mask for spring cleaning
or else the i'll have a sinus attack!
heh.
im looking forward to meet aunt 2mr but
im not looking forward to do the cleaning.
boohoo.
and apparently my laptop is experiencing
the same problem again.
sigh.

things on my wishlist!
-a haversack!
(prolly Adidas or else i'll get that army backpack ahh!)

-heeeels!
(i aint gonna wear my current heels anymore cos it makes my feet hurts like mad!)

-colored lenses for raya pleaseeee! ((:

what if i turn to be like them?
a cigarette in my mouth and
drowned myself with booze on happy days?

oh oh!
i watched dance flick with mr reza today!
ey ey the movie damn dumb ey!

i didnt know what you take me for last time,
but now,game's over.

i hate you,
junnie

2009-09-06T18:19:00.000+08:00

via (between love and apathy)

i had an awesome time yest!
went to the Army Open House at Pasir Laba Camp!
DAMN far can,honestly i didnt look forward to it laa
but the moment i got there, fuh. i enjoyed it alot!
it's like first hand experience!
i went from one booth to another, and there's this section
where th dudes are in this brown uniform,smthg like
the US soldiers? yeah, damn cool laa.
and and i got to see the interior of the chinook(i think thats how it's spelt)
cuma,abit smellyyy laaa.
HAHAHA!
and and their tankers and all, they're soooo HUGEEEE!
machiiam transformers! HAHAHAHA!
kay i was just kidding.
heh.

and then we visited Ronald!
oh my! i almost couldnt recognise him laaa cos he
lok soo different in uniform.
very smart indeed. (:
and the other thing is because i norm see him in sports attire.
he's like chau ta already cos he had to do guard duty since morning!

so by the time we're done at the open house,
we head down to Changi Airport to have dinner at popeyes.
i enjoyed the chicken!
sedap hingga menjilat jari!
wanted to get sundae/mcFlurry from Macdees after that
but it was so cold!
heh.
OH OH OH,I GOT MY ALMOND THINS FROM COCOA TREES
yesterday at the airport!
*yayyyyyyy!*

i need an advisor..
education advisor.
i tend to get reallly tense whenever i thnk
what i wanna major in.
cos if i ever wanna get into a local uni, i get to use dad's cpf
but if i decide to go private, i need funds which means i need to work and study
at the same time so that i can pay for me fees.
so that leads me to...where in the hell can i get a job that pays me well?

that aside im craving for thesssee:-
1) PRATA! & Egg THOSAI!
2) douggghhhhnutssss
3)carrot cake.

ive got quite a number of plans this coming week.
i'll go broke sooner or later, trust me.
plus! i need to get a haversack. my oakley bag going to koyak already la.
oh, and i think i might just get that army haversack! HAHAH!
prettay coool aye!
(((:

i get to spot those handsome army dudes yest!
HAPPPY-nyerr! (:
hahaha. and i think they really do have nice tanned arms.
turn on factor! HAHAHAHA!
dont blame me for going goo-goo-ga-ga over them, cos
i always have this thang for these dudes in uniform.
*giggle*
but,
i still dig surfer dudes.
HAHAHAHA!

tick tock,
junnnnn.

2009-09-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

yes!
i woke up at 1.45pm today!
hahaha! woohoo!
well,it wasnt as good as the previous one but then again,
i slept for quite some time.
just very tired uhh, you know,sleeping kinda late? at most 1am
and then you need to wake up for sahur and then later wake up for
work,that is if im working.

im down with flu and sorethroat today.
sucks, jeez
and it hurts a lil when i talk and my nose is in pain too
after all those sneeezzzinggg.
sigh.
i went to geylang to exchange the baju-s for brudder and dad.
im glad it didnt take long.
(:
and besides the fact that im having sorethroat now,
i am actually craving for arnolds.
oh dear...

oh i caught The Proposal yest!
met Harrith after his paper yest and had kfc.
we were supposed to catch Year 1 since he wanted to watch that.
(i told him it was a dumb moviee, i watched the trailer,pfft!)
supposed to be at 7.45pm and by the time we made our way to cathay,
tics were selling fast and them...Sold Out.
so yeahh.
went over to Shaw to watch the proposal.
it's soooo sweeeeet!
harrith went almost berserk about it.
hahahahaa, cant blame him. HAHAHAHA!

oh and
whats with pakcik pakcik yang tidak berpuasa nie?
they can eat and drink kopi sia!
i thot people gave up looking at young teens smoking/eating/drinking
away but now,it's the pakcik-pakciks turn?
gossssh.

i want to go to the beach
and feel the sunnn rays on my skin.

love,
jun.

2009-09-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

via ( drinkalittle)

i think i somehow like this.
HAHAHAHAHA!

oh oh, and this lip balim!
i wannnnnt it!

via (drinkalittle)

2009-09-01T19:07:00.001+08:00

guess what i did today?

my mother woke me up at 10.30am,
she kept calling my name.
haha.
i got up dreamily,rubbing my eyes
and then i dropped back on the bed.
she was draggin me to Geylang that very morning!
oh dear! sigh!
cos apparently, my aunt told her to bring me along
so yeah, there you go.
i left house at about 11 close to 12 and we
went round and round in search of baju kurungs
and FOOD til bout 5pm.

i usually sulk whenever we had to go round
searching for baju kurung!
becauseeee i dont likeeeeeeee
BUT BUT i got my (i think it's baju kebaya? i think ah) today!
I LIKE IT ALOT!
*thumbsss uppp*
but i cant wear that for the first day cos we're
wearing the other baju.so yeah.
i was so bored and i kept yawning wherever i go.
so unglam but i couldnt care less,and thank goodness
that there werent anyone that were sorta good enough to
be my eye candy around.
HAHAHA!

bought alot of food as well cos mom's not cooking today.
we bought this choc swiss roll, it's damn good.
we bought deng deng! at last (strike it off my craving list)
we bought chicken floss buns!
we bought brownies!
food we bought for break-fast later includes:
-fried kway teow (ew!)
-hokkien mee(this is mine!)
-salted fish fried rice
NOW NOW,
i need to add either
popeyes/arnolds on my craving list!
heh!
and i think besides chocolates,
eating chicken meat makes me haapppyyy!
and i find that so weird.
i thiink i need to eat more fruits.
and i want air kathira!
NOW NOW NOW!

money is like water these days.

love,
jun.

2009-08-31T18:51:00.000+08:00

my laptop is crashing i tell you.

i spent yesterday reformatting my laptop
hoping that the problem could be solved but it
turned out that it wasnt solved.
sigh!
i was hoping it'll end my misery but yeah.
geramnyeeeee.
well anyways,
weekend was prettay alright.
met sanjoy on saturday,break-fast at changi
cos apparently he wants to eat the nasi lemak there.
haha.
he was so muddle-headed (thanks to the insufficent sleep)
that he thot white sands was at SIMEI!
i was waiting for him at PASIR RIS and he was waiting for me at
SIMEI!
hahahaa!

today work was mundane again.
my feeet hurt, got blister laaaa.
oh oh, it's teacher's day tomorrow! ((:

adik adik-ku suke sangat menyusahkan orang.
grrrr.

someone mentioned that he's pissed with me cos i lie.
haha.
and what did i do?
i said i couldnt remember a thing about it and told him that
i got bugged with my laptop issues.
(deeep down i know i lied.....haha...)
i dont care at all that i lied to you and i make you pissed.
i effing dont care at all.
dad dad,
please get me a new laptop.
please please.
i went shopping after work today.
bought a zipper top.
wanted to go for the toga dress but...
im waitng to get dresses from max n moore.
i bought small small cute earrrings from DIVA and
I GOT MY RED BIKINI!
WOOHHOOOOO!
I AM SO DARN HAPPPYY!

the grey's anatomy episodes on my laptop
are running low.
BAHIAAAAA!
i wanttt more g,anatomy episodessss boleeehhh?
heh!

i'll go krazzy soon,
junnn.